a/n: this chapter is very cringeworthy. and short.
and SAD:,)
i sobbed the entire time writing it.
get tissues, please.
february 2nd, 2019
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"so if you're gonna stay, then stay
but if you're gonna go,
make sure that you hurt me
just enough to
make me feel something
show me that i'm human, oh
make me feel something."
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millie's pov
you know when something seems so close, so perfect, and so reachable, but right when you pull it close to your heart and whisper "forever";
forever gets stripped away from you.
your head in your hands,
urges to tear your skin apart,
wails so loud, that no one can hear you, let alone help you.
that's how I felt.
departing farther away from the love of my life.
my happiness.
my safe place.
the thought of never returning screamed loudly in my swarming mind.
my eyes seemed to be glued shut.
my head pounded, my mind burned beneath my skull.
my muscles were strained from fighting back.
i couldn't fight back anymore.
they say that our hearts are wild creatures.
i guess that's why our ribs are cages.
the warrior inside of my heart is ready to be buried underneath layers of earth, never to be spoken of again.
maybe then i'll be at peace.
but my peace was finn.
and i'll never be at peace again.
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- f l a s h b a c k -
' "we can start this upcoming year right. just think about it.. i'll get a job, and then get us an apartment. we can have the baby, and everything will be okay."
"it sounds so nice when you say it like that."
"we can make it a reality, millie"
"i hope so..."
..
"finnie?"
"yes, angel?"
"i'll never leave you, either."
"never?"
"never ever."
"i sure hope so."
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𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 ! ( 𝐅𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐄 )
Romancecompleted story ! :) • love and hate. • hot and cold. • finn and millie loved to hate eachother, but they also hated that they loved eachother. • they were neighbors and best frenemies. • no feelings attached. • that's all they would ever be. • ri...
