𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 ! ( 𝐅𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐄 )

chapter 28- yellow sundress

wow, this is one of my best chapters. this was painful to write. time to cry!
-cici x
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july 13th, 2019
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"here i am waking up
still can't sleep on your side
there's your coffee cup
the lipstick stain fades with time
if i can dream long enough
you'd tell me i'd be just fine
i'll be just fine
so i drown it out
like i always do
dancing through our house
with the ghost of you
and i chase it down
with a shot of truth
dancing through our house
with the ghost of you"
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millie's pov

status : the gang is at 7/11, ready to flee from vancouver. millie waiting in the car. something happens. a certain someone.

why am i doing this.

i shouldn't be doing this.

this isn't me.

if i was sane , i wouldn't be doing this.

but i don't feel like myself.

i need a distraction.

you're so fucking dumb, millie.

here we go.

"hey, asshole."

"hey, babe."

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millie's pov

my back was slammed tightly against the brick wall on the left side of the 7/11.

in my left palm, was a fistful of the young man's loose, dark, sweaty tank top.

but i would hardly call him a 'man', he wasn't much of one.

in my right palm, was a fistful of his cocoa locks emitting a smell of strong hair gel.

his chest and torso were pressing hard against my front side, as my small, chubby legs were wrapped around his waist.

his hands seemed to explore every inch of my petite body.

what was i thinking?

what am i doing?!

distracting myself.

that's what i'm doing.

escaping.

but should this really be my escape?

finn doesn't love me anyways.

so it's fine.

it's fine.

the familiar stranger shoved his tongue deeper into my mouth.

this kiss was not at all like finn's kissing.

finn kissed softly, and sweet, but rough enough to fulfill out teenage desires.

why am i thinking about finn?!