SHINee Imagines [EDITING]

Taemin (fluff + hot) | Graze

Even after a few healthy months to your relationship with Taemin, you somehow felt it falter. And you knew exactly why.

All these months when you two shared intimate moments it was always Taemin pleasing you. There was never a moment when it went the other way around, but you couldn't even blame yourself because you were insecure- insecure about everything- but you just had to blame yourself because it felt right. You knew this would bring differences in your relationship because nothing can and nothing should be one sided. Though Taemin never complained, it just felt wrong and you were quick to sense it. As much as you tried for all these months you had finally gathered courage to love Taemin right.

You picked up your pace and walked into the Victory Secret store. In the moment you felt so confident that you didn't think twice about what was to come tonight, rather, you focused on what lingerie would look good on you and how much Taemin would love to see you in it.

Your hands grazed the silk materials displayed at its best in front of your eyes causing tingles to run down your spine in the form of excitement. Your eyes stopped at a baby pink lowkey, sleeveless, silk night dress that stopped mid thigh. Your eyes scanned the dress in front of you, giving you the right feelings so without sparing a second thought you grabbed the dress and walked up to the cashier. You need not worry about other accessories as you had bought them in intervals to lessen your nervousness. The dress was the final piece of article needed to to complete your look and get you ready for the night.

After paying, you left, but all of your confidence flew out the window in the next minute due to the sheer fill up of nervousness and sweat started dripping from your palms. You had bought the dress. Was it an impulsive move? You didn't know. All you knew was you bought the dress in confidence but now you were back at square one. You were feeling insecure once again and you thought about prolonging the planned night. Yeah, that seemed like a nice idea. Though you felt guilty at pushing the planned night back, you still couldn't battle your inner insecure consciousness. You reached home sooner than later and led yourself inside the house. You thought about hiding the dress- along with the other accessories to bury your inner battles- but you were too eaten up by guilt today to act as if this isn't a big deal.

You threw the VS bag onto the bed and walked into the bathroom and closet shared room. You crossed your arms and closed your eyes, looking upwards to calm your nerves. You knew you got this. You just needed a little push.

*Taemin's POV*

I was let out of work early today so I decided to head home and rest, probably even spend some time with Y/N. "Home, please" I got into my car and my driver drove off. I loosened my tie and rested with my head back, puffing out deep breaths to alleviate some of the stress that was still piled on my shoulders from today's work. I decided to push my worries aside and raked my brain to think of the ways I wanted to spend time with Y/N as I finally had the evening off for the first time in a while. The rest of the ride was nothing less than me thinking hard for the night ahead. Thankfully, right when the car parked in front of the house, my mind halted on an idea. An Avengers movie marathon sounded like the perfect idea, considering how much she (so did I) loved it.

"Okay, I need you to head to the nearest supermarket and buy some chips, ice cream, and soda for me, please!" I instructed my driver after getting out of the car. "Sure, sir." He bowed his head in obedience. I smiled at him in gratitude. "Be sure to get something for yourself too!" I rushed inside the house after screaming the words.

I walked inside the house and noticed it was awfully quiet. "Y/N" I called out. Upon receiving no response I called out again. "Y/N!" I stood for a minute in anticipation before walking towards the main door. Her car wasn't parked in its original spot so I figured she had left the house for a while. I shrugged in understanding and skipped to my room. "I'll call her after I get changed" I mumbled to myself and walked into the closet. I quickly got changed and started looking around for my new deodorant that I could not seem to find. I started rummaging through the closet until my hands grabbed a packet that was neatly placed in one of Y/N's drawers. It did not contain my deodorant but it did contain things that I had never seen before and that caught me off guard.