Realizations

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Ben's p.o.v

I was in my room,  playing video games like I do everyday. Nothing out of the ordinary.  I had stayed up all night playing. I usually fall asleep round 3 a.m. When I stay on all day like this,  I'm thinking. I don't know what it is. But somethings bugging me. I sighed as I paused the game and got up to get a snack. It was 7 a.m right now. Some people were still asleep and some were awake. I looked through the cupboard to only see that my sandwich was snatched. Who would do this,  everyone knows I love my sandwiches, I thought. I sighed and just got some coffee and headed back to my room. Since I was a bit tired,  I didn't really pay attention to anything. I had bumped into someone and dropped my cup. "Sorry" I mumbled picking up the cup,  knowing I'd have to clean it up. "No worries." I looked up to see who I bumped into. It was none other than Jeff the killer. I looked away a bit flustered. Why is my face hot?, I thought. He tilted his head and looked at me. "You okay Ben?" He asked. "Yeah,  just stayed up all night thinking." I responded. "Thinking bout what?" He asked. I shrugged "somethings bothering me. I don't know what though." I mumbled. Jeff was one of the few people I trusted. The only time I don't trust him is on April 1st. That's when he decides to prank me. But I always end up pranking him back.  "Alright. Wanna hang later?" He asked. "Why not. I need a break from games for once" Something I didn't expect to come out my mouth. Yes,  I am a huge game addict. But every cyber ghost needs a break once in awhile. "Cool. We can get Kage back for pranking us last week" He said. I grinned "hell yeah." Last week,  kagekao pranked me and Jeff by locking us in the closet for a hour and a half. After,  he teased us and asked us what we did in there. Now it's our chance to get him back. "First,  I have to clean this" I said,  looking down at the spilt coffee. "Alright. Bye Benny" He said,  walking off. I blushed. He knew I didn't like being called that. "Hmp.." I grabbed the mop and cleaned up my mess. It took about 10 minutes to clean up. I then went to look for Jeff once again so we can plan our revenge. I saw him trying to get Nina off of him. She's trying to flirt with him...again.., I thought. To be honest,  I felt a bit jealous. I don't know why. I watched them for a bit before walking back to the living room. I sat on the couch and watched the news with Liu. He came to the mansion recently. Him and Jeff haven't seen each other in forever so of course it was emotional for them when they saw each other. Liu must've noticed my mood because he turned to me and asked me what was wrong. I sighed "nothin. Just being bothered by something I don't know." I said. "Alright." After a bit I went to check up on Jeff and try to talk to him about our revenge a second time. Luckily,  Nina was gone and he was in his room. I had went in. "Hey" I said,  walking towards him. "Hi" He said. I felt weird inside. What's bugging me so much?

Jeff's p.o.v

Ben had came in my room to talk to me about what we were gonna do for Kage. I sat up as we started talking. I noticed he was getting distracted a lot. "Hey,  you okay?" I asked. He nodded "yeah.." He mumbled. Something obviously bugged him. Hope he figures out what it is,   I thought. The truth is,  I like Ben a lot. But I can't tell him that. I don't even know his sexuality. It'd be weird if I asked. And I don't wanna assume either. So I keep it to myself. Somehow I resist kissing his cute lil face. "What do ya think?" He asked. "What?-" I snapped out of it. "About the plan" He said. "Oh,  I think it's great." I said. "But we need to be careful. He can tell if anyone tries anything." I said. "Agreed. Tomorrow we can go out to get the stuff." He smiled that adorable smile of his. I wish I could call him mine.

Ben's p.o.v

I think I know what's going on. I'm in love. But I can't be. I'm a boy. Im not gay. But I do think there's a teeny weenie small chance I have a tiny crush on Jeff. But I'm not sure if he'd like me back though. For now,  I'll keep it a secret. I don't know what'd he think if I told him I liked him.

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