Love??

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Jeff's p.o.v

When Ben left my room, I flopped on my bed. I didn't know what I was gonna do. It would be weird if you told your best friend you liked them. It'd be hard too. They friend zone you easily. And I don't want that. I got off my lazy ass and took my knife. I walked out, going on a killing spree to think. Wonder what's going through the elf's head, I thought. I snuck into a house that had bout 4 rooms. I had went to the parents room first. After I killed all of the bitches, I went back to the mansion. I went to my room and put in my headphones. I listened to silent scream. I may have brief moments of sadness. It's at random moments. It can go from listening to depressed shit to cutting. Even though I did get my brother back, he's not the same, my parents aren't coming back obviously, I can't tell Ben I like him and yeah. That's pretty much it. Oh, and sometimes I think way too much. After a bit of listening to music, I went to find BennyBoi. He doesn't like it when I call him that. But he's adorable when he's mad. I went to Ben's room since he spends most of his time there playing games. I knocked on his door. No answer. I knocked again. No movement heard. I sighed and just went in. I saw Ben in the corner of the room, crying. I didn't know why. But I went to him and hugged him. "Shh..im here..tell me what's wrong.." I asked softly. Now usually I'm an ass when it comes to emotions. But like I mentioned before, I love Ben. So of course I care for him. He didn't respond to my question. He just cried in my shoulder. I sighed and patted his back trying to calm him a bit. Whatever bugged him, I wanted to know. After he calmed down and stopped crying I asked him again, "what's wrong?" "...i had fell asleep and I had that dream again.." He mumbled. If your wondering what dreams he has, it's him drowning. We all have nightmares of our pasts. Some of us cry, some of us don't. But that's the one thing I don't make fun of. Because I have them too. I held him in my lap. I saw a faint blush creep on his cheeks. "Well, don't worry. At least you don't have to go through it again." I hated seeing him like this. "Wanna do something to get your mind off of it?" I asked. He shrugged "sure.." He mumbled. I got up with him and we played a few video games. Don't know what'd my life be if I haven't met this elf.

Ben's p.o.v

Me and Jeff played a few games after my lil mental break down. He really is a good friend. But I want him to be more than my friend. As we played, I thought. I don't think often bout these things. I usually only think about plans for my games or missions. But this time, it's something more. I have no idea how to tell him, when to tell him, or if im even gonna tell him. I had won the last game we played. "That was a good round" I grinned. "Yeah, cause you won" He said, looking at me. "Aww~~ is jeffy mad?~~" I cooed, teasing him. I could see a faint blush on his cheeks. "No" He huffed. I chuckled "want a rematch?" I asked. "Nah, I think we should take a break." He said. "Alright, wanna walk through the forest?" I asked him. "Sure" He smiled. Keep in mind Ben this is NOT a date, or is it? I thought. Me and Jeff got up and started heading out. We walked through the silent piece of the forest. It was calm and relaxing. None of us didn't say a word. After a bit of walking, Jeff asked "did you find what's bugging you?" He asked. Dammit! I can't let him know! I thought. "Yeah...i think I'm gay..or bi" I mumbled. I didn't mention for him. It'd be weird. And awkward. "Really..? How'd you find out..?" He seemed interested. "W-well...i think I m-may have a small crush on s-someone in the mansion.." I said, looking away. I felt my face get a bit hot. "Who?" He asked. Aw shit I screwed up, I thought. I knew I couldn't say him. Instead this name came out of my mouth. "Ej-" I said quickly. He laughed a bit. "No need to be embarrassed about it. I'm gay too." He mentioned. I was surprised. Well, now I know his sexuality which makes it a bit easier, I thought. "Cool" I smiled. We both chatted for a bit til we spotted a girl. She was with two friends. They were just hangin out. "Hey, what do ya say we kill these bitches?" He asked. I smirked and nodded.

Jeff's p.o.v

Me and Ben went to go kill those girls and her friends. When we were about to drop down from the tree, one of them saw us. I saw her freeze up. "Hey,  what's wrong Em?" One of them asked. She pointed to us. The two turned. "Oi get out from there" The one with brown hair and a green left eye with an eye patch said. I smirked and hopped down along with Ben. "So you saw us. Guess we have to kill you" Ben said. We both charged at them. Before either of us could hit, the one with the green eye kicked Ben in the no no spot and punched me. I got up and helped Ben up. "Strong for a girl" I said. Slendy came out of no where. "Leave them alone boys. They are new pastas" He said. "Wait wha-" Ben seemed confused. So was I. He brought us all back to the mansion. "I'm Cori. This is Tori and Emily." The one with a blue right eye and the other green introduced. "Uh--" Tori looked like she had no idea what was going on. "..." Emily stayed silent. She had her hood up. "JEFF!!" Nina came running at me. I sighed "not again-" She clung to me not getting off. Ben looked away. He seemed annoyed and...a bit jealous? What's going through his head? I thought. After I got Nina off,  I looked at Ben. "Hey what's wrong?" He asked. "Nothing..." He mumbled. I could tell he was lying but I didn't push it. I really want to tell him.

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