A/N: This was requested by drraikkonensf47 . I hope it turned out like you wanted it.
"This isn't normal"
Word count: 1070
You were in Abu Dhabi and this was your last day as Kimi's PR manager, since he was going to Sauber (I know it's called Alfa Romeo Racing now, but it was called Sauber when this is supposed to take place, so bear with me) and you were staying with Ferrari. You had had many great years together, so it was quite sad to see him leave, but on the other hand, you were also excited to work with Charles Leclerc for the 2019 season.
On the sixth lap of the race you saw Kimi's red Ferrari stop on the pit straight, and you instantly became sad. You would have loved to see Kimi on the podium in his last race for Ferrari, but that sadly didn't happen, as he retired and soon after, you saw a disappointed Kimi come walking into the pitlane. Kimi was good at hiding his emotions, but you had worked with him for so long, so you knew when he was disappointed, and this was one of those times. Even though a frown was clear on his face, he couldn't help but smile a little, when he saw you looking over at him, clearly worried about him, although he always told you, how you shouldn't worry about him.
You, of course, noticed the little smile that slowly appeared on his face, and it rubbed off on you. There was just something about his smile, that you couldn't do anything about but absolutely love, and it always spread onto your lips as well. Every time you saw that smile, you thought if maybe, just maybe, you were the cause of his smile and happiness in that very moment.
Little did you know though, that you were in fact the reason why Kimi smiled, at least when you were around. You beautiful face was nothing short of stunning, gorgeous, you name it. He couldn't even describe your beauty with word, at least not english words. If he just had the courage to actually tell you, what he felt, when he was around you, but he didn't have the courage, and he was also afraid of what other people might think about it, if you were in a relationship. Not just because you were his PR manager, but also because you were 14 years younger than him. For him age was just a number, but he knew, that not everyone though so as well, and that was why he never asked you out, well not until now at least.
Because when he saw you smiling back at him, he thought that now was the time to do it. The ONLY time to do it. It would also be easier now, as you didn't work for him anymore, he thought. It would take one of the obstacles away.
He motioned for you to come over to you, so you stood up from your seat and began walking towards him. He didn't say anything but just walked to his motorhome, and you quietly followed behind him. When you came inside the motorhome he closed the door behind, hard, but not too hard. He opened his mouth , but no words escaped. Was this it? Was this actually happening like it always does in movies? Was Kimi, your crush, going to confess his feelings to you? He still stood with his mouth wide open in front of you, but he couldn't find the words. In that moment you felt a slight boost on confidence, so you decided to tell him, how you felt.
"I-I like you...," you said. You tried keeping the eye contact with Kimi, but you suddenly felt a bit embarrassed, that you had just confessed your feelings like that, and it wasn't helping, that he still couldn't find the words.
He then grabbed your chin between his fingers to make you look up at him again, and before you could do anything he pressed his lips against yours. You were a bit startled by his bold move, but you soon gave in and started kissing him back. He might be called iceman, but it sure as hell wasn't a cold kiss. You could feel the warmth spread through your body as he deepened the kiss and let his tongue inside your mouth. His hands was now on your waist, holding you closer than ever, like you were suddenly going to disappear, and you hands were on the back of his neck, tangled in the fine hairs there. Your tongues were dancing together and it felt magical, but you needed air. You broke away from the kiss and put your forehead against his, looking into those icy blue eyes of his.
"I like you too, Y/N."
You let out a deep breath, happy that he thought the same way about you, as you did about him. But now what, you thought. Was this going to work out, or was it going to be like a tragic love story.
"I don't care, what other people think and say. I want you and only you, Y/N," Kimi said, still looking deep into your eyes.
"Are you sure. I mean, this isn't normal, Kimi. I'm your PR manager, AND I'm 14 years younger than you. People are going to think, I'm just with you for the money, but I'm not. I want you as a person, as you, and not your money." Tears started forming in your eyes, and Kimi noticed. He put his big, warm hand on your face to calm you down a bit. He didn't like to see you like this, crying over him, knowing that he caused you pain and sadness.
"I don't care if this isn't normal. It feels right and that's all that matters. I'm willing to try, but only if you are with me."
And of course you were. You were willing to try to make things work between you, although you could already see all the stares you would get from people, but in that moment you couldn't care less. You only cared about him. He was all that mattered to you.
"I want this, Kimi. I have always wanted this," you said before closing the gap between you again to put your lips on his. You could feel a smile appearing on his lips, as your lips were connected, and you couldn't help but smile as well.
