Read Me Out Loud

                      I'm just like any other teen. I dream big. I dream beyond imagination. But people make me feel that I am different from every teen. Like I'm some kind of an outcast. Sometimes, I do think I am. I'm not really like most guys. I don't play football or I'm not the toughest guy out there, but I have something a lot of guys don't have. I haven't quite found it yet, but I know I have a meaning to be on this earth & I'm going to find it. This is where you guys get to read about my journey of finding who I am.

                     Also not like other guys, I'm a HUGE directioner, but even more of an Arianator. I plan to marry Ariana Grande in the near future haha! Well Some information about me. I'm a singer & songwriter. Ariana is my inspiration musically. Oldie pop all the way! I also play a little piano. If music doesn't work out for me, I wanna be a photographer. I love photography & not to mention writing also. I actually would love to be a photojournalist. It's just another dream of mine.

                    Right now, I'm currently in 9th grade. Where I live, I'm a freshman in high school. I know some places 9th grade is still middle school, but not where I live. School isn't one of my favorite places. I love my school & my classes, it's just the people there. I guess you can call me "popular" but I'm not what most popular assholes are.

                  I'm definetely a social butterfly & I have tons of friends, but I definetlely have haters to. Since the 2nd grade I've been bullied, but it didn't get serious till 6th grade. It's just something I have to deal with. But sometimes it really gets to me. Like most people, I don't want to be called "gay" or be told that "I'm not worth anything". It hurts. Words do hurt. And it's not just at school. With me being social, I've got all the soial network profiles. Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, Tumblr, etc. But with that, I'm cyber bullied. It's definetly something I don't like to talk about, but I have to sometimes.

                   I'm not one to bully others, & I've learned to treat people how you wan to be treated. I have, but there are still those people who couldn't care less. I don't care to think about those people until they start talking about me. Once they start talking about me negatively, it's not okay anymore. If you have ever been bullied, you would understand me better. If you haven't, you'll definetely know me better after reading my finished bookish thing. Untill then, I hope you have as much fun on this journey, as I did.