Dream big, dream wild, dream beyond dreaming. Imagine. Now Tell yourself, what is that dream? What did you imagine in your head? Was it above & beyond? Or was it just simple? My dream was, to sell out stadiums. To perform at the staples center. To have millions of fans call my name & let the world hear my voice. To travel the world & go to places I've always dreamed of going. That's my dream. Like most people, your probably thinking 'Wow .... Good luck with that!'. I wish people were more supportive of me. I want this more than anything in this world. I would literally shit bricks if one day I became famous. Sadly, it doesnt happen that way. I can't be famous in one day.
You see, I've been dreaming about this for more than 6 years. Theres nothing more I want in the world, than to be famous, but sometimes I have to be a little more realistic. I am a very sensitive person when it comes to people telling me I can't. I can't be famous. I can't find love. I can't be who I am. It's hard being me knowing that people are always gonna hate or judge. I'll tell you why.
Now I'm about to share some very personal stuff. I'll start with some little things. I'm 13 years young & my birthday is October 12th. Since my birthday is later in the year, being a freshman I'm one of the youngest kids. And I am picked on for that. I'm also shorter than most kids. I've gotten taller so I'm not the smallest, but I'm still picked on for it.
Me being who I am, hurts me. I'm definetely very insecure. I'm more shy to. I also catch myself crying constantly. I wish I could find someone who understands me. I thought that for the longest time until I did. I have my 5 best friends who always support me through everything. It's not in order (I don't really have an order) But my most supportive friends are Dalena, Janae, Ashlynn, Guillermo, & Katie. They are always here for me & I'm always here for them.
I've defininetely have had my fight with them, but in the end they are the ones I love the most. They are the easiest to talk to. I always feel that they get annoyed of me, but I know they don't, they are just always gonna be supportive. I love them. More than anything. I'll never forget them & I pray that they never will forget me.
So Now you know a little more about me. I hope you feel where I'm coming from a little more. I definetely live a crazy life, & It's just starting. Stay tuned for my next update! <3
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