Every action & movement is all decided by the brain. Your thoughts eventually might become actions. That's why they say think before you do. Thinking through things can change your perspection on things.
My thoughts are out of control crazy. One minute I'm so happy & then I remember something & I want to murder someone (not literally). I have mixed emotions all the time. What might be going through your head is 'Man this guy is bi-polar or some shit'. I haven't been checked up by a doctor, but I'm pretty sure I'm not bi-polar.
What my mom says or other people say that it's hormones. Of course being a teenager everybody assumes it's always hormones. Now I'm going to set the record straight on feelings I know are true. I better not get any shit from this.
First, I know I'm in love. Not gonna say who, but I know I am. People say that since I'm still a young teenager, It's just hormones & I'm not really in love. What I say is "Shut your fucking mouth". They DO NOT know what I'm feeling. You can't tell someone what their feeling. You also can't force love on someone & you can't force it off. It's not right to do.
Second, I am always depressed but I'm happy. I have bad things going on constantly but, I have good things to. I don't like to show my depressing side but, I do to some people. I have things like bullies & missing your ex kind of things. Since I'm an idiot, I told my ex how I feel but I also feel I needed to get it off my chest. So with every depression, comes succession. Wow, that sounds like a pretty cool quote.
Third, and I can't believe I'm saying this, I have feelings all the time that I want to be bad. When I say bad I mean do bad things, sexual things, & just the want to get in trouble. But when those feelings come, I try to get them away.
This is where an action comes up. When thoughts set in, actions start to come. If you have the thought to hurt yourself emotionally or physically, it usually happens. It's happened to me & many many more. I remember that a cut in the wrong place or a tear for the wrong reason could change everything.
Don't make a choice you might regret. Remember that actions speak louder than words. Make the right decision please. Thanks for reading! Make sure you vote, comment, & spread the word! Love you guys! Stay beautiful & stay royal. Progress has been made. <3
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Teen FictionRead Me Out Loud is About My Journey to Finding Who I Am. Going Through Bullies, Struggles, & Deaths, It's Definitely Not Easy. Join Me on My Journey! I Promise You Won't Regret it.
