Heart Break

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Becky's POV

I want nothing but to head back home and the last thing I want is to see his face again, not after what he did. I feel like vomiting, crying and screaming all at once. My match with Nia doesn't even help matters, I was too distracted by the breakup to train so I just finished getting my ass whooped by Nia.

I also have to cope with the fact that my three years boyfriend Dean Ambrose ended our relationship a week ago and the bastard is already seeing Renee Young but the worst part is that I still have a damned love story line with him, and it's pathetic  that after all he's done, I still have feelings for him. I'm just so tired, frustrated, angry and sad, all at the same time.

As I stagger towards my car, my eyes land on the the image of a familiar figure... Seth, I can see he's looking worried and is making his way towards me and I try increasing my pace, the last thing I need is to look so weak in front of anyone.

In that moment, i suddenly I feel very weak and dizzy, the whole damn car park starts spinning around, I'm sure I would've vomited if my stomach wasn't so empty, I feel my eyes slowly closing, I guess embarrassment is my body's way of punishing me for neglecting, starving and denying it of food.

I close my eyes bracing myself for a fall, but it doesn't happen, instead I feel strong arms wrap around me, I open my eyes to see it's Seth, I give him a grateful smile, knowing my full body weight was resting on him

Normally I would've politely pulled away and thanked him for his concern, because we're not that close, truly, apart from my best friend Charlotte I'm not close to anyone, but I'm too drained to object. There's something about the embrace he pulls me into that makes me feel myself loose control of my emotions and burst into tears, all the pent up tears suddenly spilling out.

I bury my head in his shoulders and let all the tears I have been storing up  come down. Even when Dean and I broke up I didn't cry, I was too shocked for tears because it wasn't like we were always fighting or anything, our relationship was actually going very well, or so I thought.

Seth tightens his hold comfortingly, then whispers into my ears " It's okay, he didn't deserve you,we both know that." I can't help but wonder two things, if Dean truly didn't deserve me, why didn't he hold onto me like a priceless jewel rather than treat me like some leftover meal? Also,why did Seth suddenly care, didn't he have better things to do?

I instantly feel guilty about my suspicion about Seth, but I can't help myself, suspicion is my way of guarding myself. History has thought me never to let my guard down, and getting my heartbroken by Dean was just another reminder.

His arms feel so safe and I find myself lost in his awesome scent, the moment I feel my tears wet his shirt I pull away, but knowing I was too weak to even stand on my own he didn't let go.

"I want to go home" I say, in protest against his hold but I'm so weak it comes out as a whispered request.
" That can be arranged" he replied.
" What do you want?" I suddenly ask, the words escaping my lips before I can think it through.
" What do you mean?" Seth asks looking lost, "I mean, why are you being so kind?" I correct myself.
" Well, I feel very bad about what Dean did to you, you deserve better, as his brother I feel quite disappointed and I'm trying my best to make up for it" Seth replies in a calm tone, not at all offended by my apprehension,  I just nod in response, giving him an apologetic smile, somehow knowing he's being sincere.

They weren't actually brothers, but they as well as Roman were so close they might as well be.

I suddenly feel very heavy and weak and I'm very sure I'd have already fallen if not for Seth's hold,  as if he reads my thoughts, Seth carries me, bridal style, despite all my protests and places me gently, inside the passengers seat of my car, enters the car and starts the engine.

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