TILL DEATH DO US PART {COMPLETED}

" Seth I... "

Becky's POV
For a second I'm lost in those eyes that I always look into when I need motivation, when I need encouragement, when I need energy to go on. This very eyes I've grown to be addicted to.

" Answer me" Seth says, trailing his finger tips down my face and jawline. For a moment I forget everything but the fact that his hands are on me and sadly that's all I need to remember.

" S... Seth" I stammer as he once again brings his lips to my earlobe. " Answer me" he repeats once more.

I look into those eyes and I see the pain, bitterness and hopelessness destined to replace this beauty and hope I currently see when I finally let him in.

That's all I need to make my decision.

" Seth I don't have feelings for you... I don't love you, not one bit" I say pronouncing each word with precision, forcing each word to be true, but from the way my heart is breaking I know it'll never be true.

I look into those eyes once more and go on " infact to be honest, I really hate you, I thought you'd take the hint soon enough but I guess your far more dense than I thought" I say harshly, hating myself for each word I speak.

A drop of tear rolls down his face and the hurt written across his face is enough to move the most heartless of men.

The look is temporary though, almost immediately his face turns stoic and his eyes ice cold. He removes his hands from my waist shakily and takes weak steps away from me

" I respect your decision" he says, his voice hard, only letting on the tiniest fraction of the astronomical amount of hurt he truly feels.

With that he storms off towards the stairs staggering but it's more from shock than alcohol.

" Seth" I call out pleadingly trying to follow him. " Don't" he reprimands coldly raising his hands, his palms facing me, signifying that I should stop which I do.

At that moment I realize how much Seth truly means to me. I've always know he means a lot to me but never truly known to what extent.

Watching him turn away from me, the tears rolling down my cheeks, I realize as reality dawns on me...I can't leave without him.

I chase after him struggling to keep up with his pace, I keep calling his name but he does reply just increases his speed.

As I try racing up the last few stairs I trip and scream " Seth" closing my eyes and expecting the worst but instead strong arms grasp my waist firmly pulling me to my feet.

I open my eyes to meet Seth's cold ones. I momentarily get lost in them.  " What were you thinking? You can be so clumsy at times" Seth reprimands coldly though the concern is evident in his voice.

" I'm so sorry" I apologise, still breathing heavily. Seth immediately let's go of my waist and mumbles
" yeah me too" with that he heads towards the guest room.

" Seth? " I call and he turns to me sharply and asks " Don't you think you've hurt me?" Sorrow evident in his voice.

" Yes, that's why I think you deserve the truth" I say hesitantly. By now Seth's at the end of the hallway where the guest room is, his hand palms already wrapped around the door knob.

" Don't you want to know why I hate you?" I ask when he doesn't turn around knowing I at least have his attention.

" I really don't want to hear it" Seth says, not turning around. " But you need to know, Seth" I push.

" The only reason I hate you is because your stuck in my head, I can't stop thinking of you, can't stop wanting you, can't stop... can't control these feelings I have for you" I burst out,all the pent up emotions spilling in these words, Seth immediately turns to face me, tears streaming down his face.

As though the sky has been watching is moved by our emotional rollercoaster ride and can't hold back the tears anymore, rain begins to fall in torrents and as if faith is on our side, Everything I need by Skylar Grey starts playing from somewhere in this house which I can't make out.

" I tried pushing you away because the feelings I have for you... they scared me, Seth. As your heart was breaking mine was too but I ignored the pain because I'm used to it but you just keep coming back to..." Before I can complete my statement I feel Seth's lips crash on mine, I didn't even realize he even came close.

This time I don't run away or push him away, I don't think I'm tired of thinking, I place his palms on my ass, pulling him closer to me,if that's possible. I dig my fingers into his hair and kiss him back with everything in me enjoying and savoring his taste.

He pulls me up to his waist level and I wrap my legs around his waist not breaking the kiss. All the emotions are poured into this kiss. The moment his tongue strokes mine I moan into his mouth. It feels so good...no perfect.

We can fight a thousand battles tomorrow but for now this is all that matters and if our bond is as strong as I think it is, we'll conquer all the demons and face all the obstacles.

When we finally break apart for need of air, we're both breathing heavily and I pull him into a loving embrace, scared that the wind'll snatch him away from me the moment I let go.

I wrap my arms around his neck and make eye contact with him. We're both grinning happily. He pecks me on the lip and I pull him into another needy kiss.

I don't know how or when, but next thing I'm on the bed with Seth on top of me, still kissing.  When we finally pull apart we cuddle, content with just holding onto each other.

" Seth, you know we'll have to call someone to fix the living room which you destroyed?" I say but get no reply. It's then I notice the light snores coming from Seth.

"Guess the alcohol finally kicked in" I think as I peck him before covering us with the blanket.

Will he remember all this when he wakes up?

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