TILL DEATH DO US PART {COMPLETED}

Rejection

Becky's POV
Get a grip of yourself girl!

I can't believe I almost kissed him. What happened to keeping the distance? I was barely inches a way from kissing Seth if not for the distraction which somehow I'm not happy about.

What's going on?

Am I...no it's not possible he's my best friend.

As I'm thinking of all this Seth and I are in the guest room of Charlotte's house which is as good as my room.

I feel very sticky and I'm starting to think this prank isn't one of my best ideas after all cuz now Seth and I need to bathe.

Though I don't want to bathe with him especially not now my hormones are buzzing.

"Becky?" Seth calls my attention finally breaking the silence.
" I think we need to have our bathe" Seth says cautiously.

I have no option than to comply,I'd be selfish to decline because he must be as itchy as I am.

Here goes nothing, wish me luck.

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Seth's POV
As we pull off our clothes I try concentrating on the ceiling but that doesn't stop the numerous thoughts running late through my head all ending with Becky and I on the bed.

As we step into the bathroom she slips and I catch her. Oh great, I couldn't hold her anywhere else?

I'm showing as much restraint as possible but it's far too difficult.

I hold onto her waist pulling her close to me till her chest is to mine. I can feel her heart beat and something about how fast it's beating turns me on.

I lean in to kiss her and once again we're interupted.

The door bursts open and Charlotte pops her head through the door. I immediately place Becky in front of me crashing her body into mine in an attempt to hide my nakedness from Charlotte.

I hear her gulp the moment she feels me.

"Oops" Charlotte exclaims, covering her eyes with her Palms. "I didn't know you two were in here" she says remorsefully but the smirk on her face betrays her.

She isn't even a good liar because except if a magical Butler picked them up our clothes are still scattered outside this bathroom door.

Charlotte eventually leaves but even after the distraction every part of me still wants Becky.

Once more I lean into her, hurriedly for fear of another interruption.

As my lips are about to make contact with hers but this time she duck's placing her palm on my chest creating some distance between us.

Something bangs at my chest so hard that for a moment I'm numb. The moment I recover I recognize the feeling from years back... rejection.

" I'm so...sorry...I...I... can't" Becky stammers remorsefully.

It takes a lot of endurance to stop the tears from rolling down my cheeks. "It's ok...I get it" I tell her placing my index finger on her lips shushing her as she is about to say more. I'm hurt but I don't want to hurt her by showing it.

She nods. We bathe hurriedly after that in an uncomfortable silence.

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Becky's POV
Why can't I stop myself from thinking about that moment with Seth in the bathroom? The pain in his eyes, the hurt in his voice, everything just makes want to cry and it doesn't help that I'm handcuffed to him.

I can't call off the game cuz I hate loosing.

This is a typical example of why it's not good to let your pride get the best of you.

Just imagine the pain of wanting something in front of you so bad it hurts yet being unable to have it.

It's like having a delicious meal in front of you, still hot and smelling so good. Yet having to wait till the prayers which is taking forever is done, but 10x worse.

That's exactly how I feel right now. U hate myself for hurting him but it's far better than letting him in.

You might think I'm selfish but really I'd be selfish for letting him in because I'm bound to break him. Not by freewill but by circumstances surrounding me. I'd just be dragging him into my rat race. Which will kill us both.

I let this go too far and that's my one through regret. I'll leave immediately this cuffs are removed, like go far away and break all contacts with everyone I know.

I've done it before so it won't be so difficult to do again. Just a little trauma, depression and self despise to go through.

It's not that much, is it?

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This chapter really took a lot out of me. It's hard to type with the tears blurring my vision.

Isn't it sad?

I have nothing to say except please 🙏 don't forget to VOTE AND COMMENT on this story.

Sadly , CHRISTABEL OUT 😔