Naruto One-Shot (Yaoi)

Bad

By: Mama A. Kurosaki

Songfic!

Warnings: Language, Yaoi, Lime-ish

-BAD-

Monogamy or whatever you call it
I'm starting to think it ain't for everybody
Most of us rushing into it anyways, you know what I'm saying
You ain't rushing for love, and I ain't up here to judge
Let's neglect the what if's and make it do what it does
Let's get.

He could never commit.

No matter how much he cared about the other, he just couldn't stay.

Because he had too many problems. He couldn't be what he deserved.

When the lights would turn off he was on.

And when the lights would turn on he was off.

Naruto Uzumaki, Age 24, laid in bed next to sleeping redhead he had been "seeing" for two months now. His named was Gaara, he was 26 years old, and he met him at a bar that his friend, Sakura had dragged him to. When he met Gaara he was sitting at the bar, bored. Even though many men came up to him and tired to buy him a drink and asked him to dance. No man had appalled to him that night, so he was just waiting on Sakura when she was finally ready to leave. And he knew that would be a while, seeing as she was getting guys after guy to buy her a drink. Then he saw him. He was sitting a little ways down the bar staring down at his drink, his blood red hair and amazing teal colored eyes.. Naruto looked at him curiously for a moment, before getting up from his sit and walking over to the stranger, his hips swaying as he did so. He never took his eyes off him. He felt his heart beat loudly in his chest from just staring at the man and thought that maybe his night wasn't a total waste.

Naruto knew what he would do next.

He would seduce him, have the redhead lead him to his place and have the stranger fuck him until he couldn't see right. This was what he always did. He wonder if it was bad, but it was all he knew, love wasn't in his vocabulary... Not anymore.

Not after him.

It's hard to say that he's ever really loved or made love when he's never really experienced it. Making him think what he had with him was all a lie. Maybe it just felt like it was love at some point, but once those feelings went away and he wonders if that feeling was real love. In turn he questions whether he's ever actually made love to that person or was it just a simple fuck. He started to believe that he'd never have a true connection with anyone to have with passion and love attached. But he's experienced having sex without any of those attachments.

And he was use to this.

Is it bad that I never made love, no I never did it
But I sure know how to fuck
I'll be your bad girl, I'll prove it to you
I can't promise that I'll be good to you
'Cause I had some issues, I won't commit
No, not having it.

The rest was a blurred after Naruto sat down with the redhead, but he knew as soon as he sat down it was different from anything he had ever experienced with another man. Gaara was kind and sweet, but mysterious at the same time. He wasn't like other men, he was hard to read. The other men were simple. They would read "Lust" or "Rough Sex" in their eyes, but he didn't. His eyes were cloudy and confusing, it was driving Naruto mad. And when Gaara had said he didn't just want his body. It had caught Naruto by surprised, but he believed that at the end of last call he was going to have the handsome in a bed and was going to have him.

But it didn't end that way.

Gaara told him that he wasn't into what Naruto had wanted from him and Naruto knew what he meant and he couldn't give that to him. The redhead was the type that wanted a commit, a boyfriend, and he couldn't give that to him that. Even now, two months after they had met, went out together and had finally had sex. He couldn't be with him in that way. It wasn't because he didn't care about him, it was because he did. But he had too many issues in his life right now to be faithful and be tied down. Plus...