Naruto One-Shot (Yaoi)

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What he was about to do was actually really embarrassing. To be honest this whole week had been quite embarrassing. It had all just kind of happened. It wasn't weird what he had done, right? Naruto really wasn't sure, so this was his last resolve. He just had to know if it was okay to feel like this, and Naruto was willing to withstand sand storms and dehydration for it, because there was no way in hell that he was going to ask anyone in Konoha about this. People gossiped and what would the villagers even think of him if they all knew about what he had done! It was best to ask his good, none gossipy friend, Gaara. The Kazekage surely could explain to him if it was right or wrong and what it all meant.

But it seriously couldn't be that bad. Naruto was positive that Gaara would simply send him back with this obvious explanation. It's not weird to be curious about gay porn. Everyone rented a movie once in a while just to see what would happen, and then wanted to know what it would be like if something was inside of them, right? And the guys in the movie had used fingers, so Naruto had used fingers as well, just to know what it would feel like. To see if those guys aren't faking it. Well, Naruto found out those guys surely weren't faking it, and that jacking off with fingers inside of you as well was one of the best feelings in the world.

Now all Naruto needed to know was, if this made him gay. This couldn't make him gay, though. Many other males had probably done this before him, and they were now all happily dating girls, or guys if they wanted to of course. Naruto had absolutely no problem with homosexuals, but he just never really saw him together with another man. Even if he had fantasized about kissing Kiba and feeling those fangs sink into his lips, and there were a few more of such dreams, but it was all just about friendship and rivalry. It couldn't be a sign of him actually being attracted to boys, or could it... This was why he needed Gaara's help, because his friend surely must know. He was one of the people that frequently visited Naruto's dreams.

So Naruto had taken the week off, claiming he needed some time to relax, because he really had no other excuse to leave the village. They were all kind of counting on his presence during this build up, but this matter really could not wait any longer. Naruto needed answers first, and then he could help out again with a calm heart. The journey had been short mostly, because Naruto was in such a hurry. It didn't take him long to run through the forest of the Fire country, and then speed through the desert of the wind country. No storm would stop him! Except for the one that got really bad, and made him hide out in a mountain. He was not that foolish.

The welcome in Sunagakure was warm and pleasant, which made Naruto uncomfortable for the first time. He was afraid he would spill his story before he had even reached Gaara, and then these villagers would all now about his dirty little secrets. What would that do to his reputation?! So no matter how rude it was, Naruto hurried the people along, telling one of the ninja that was guiding him through the village that this was an emergency. It didn't take long before he was dropped in Gaara's office then, everyone gone before the Kazekage could even give the order. The door shut behind them with a final thud.

'I was told there was an emergency. Did something happen back in Konoha? Are there troubles again with Sasuke or with the tailed beasts?' A logical question, and Naruto couldn't blame Gaara for jumping to such conclusions right away. Even if the guy didn't look very stressed about the matter as he simply continued scribbling away on some files, doing kage stuff.

Hesitatingly Naruto stepped forward, the echo of his footsteps far too loud to his ears. Why was this place so hollow, and why didn't they invest in carpeted floors like in Konoha? It made things a lot quieter. Sinking down in the small wooden chair in front of Gaara's desk, Naruto contemplated how he was actually going to tell Gaara about this. 'It's uh... Sasuke is not uh, and Kurama isn't either, but uh...' This was obvious the best start Naruto had ever made. Even Gaara glanced up from his papers to shoot him a confused look, wondering why Naruto suddenly couldn't just blurt everything out. 'It, uh, has to do with me. I, uh, did something to myself, physically.'