All Of Me

Chapter Twelve

Here we are. The room is dark, no lights or candles. The interior is dark. It feels dark and deep to be in here. Nicholas standing opposite me and kissing me along my neck. I can't help but  to moan a little. I have my hands around his neck. Nicholas kisses me lightly from my neck to my ear, well there he starts nibbling on my ear. 

- "You can tell me no if you don't want us to do this." he says. I can't say anything, I'm captivated. What is he doing? I've never been like this. It's a tension between us, like, it's we are drawn to each other. He kisses my hair and then he takes his hands to my face and looks at me. His eyes against mine. We're looking at each other for a while. He does not take his gaze away from me. "I won't hurt you, I won't have the sex as I use to do. I will try to do it your way." he says and I'm shocked. My way? Does that mean he is going to try? 

- "Do you want to do that?" I answer and put my hands against his chest. 

- "I never wanting something more, but I need to know that you really want to do this" he says and leans his forehead against me. I'm all warm inside, this man standing infront of me isn't at all the bad man he told me he was. He is the man that looks gently in my eyes, cares of me but he makes me want him. He makes me want to feel him, the whole him in the way that we both can do. I just want to throw my arms around him.

- "I want it, yes I want it." I reply and as soon as he heard my answer he gives me a kiss. Like if he had weight on his shoulder, that's now is gone. He has the softest lips on this earth. Oh my God. He moves his hands to my waist. 

- "Let me see you, let me take this amazing dress off, I want to see you" he says and turns me away, so my back is against him. He grabs the zipper on the dress and pulling it slowly down. My dress falls down to the floor and here we are, I'm in my underwear in Nicholas apartment. I feel his hands on my shoulders, and then how his hands pulled along slowly down to my arms. He moves closer to me, and I take a deep breath. His hands are on my waist and he pulls his hands against my breast, and gentle  he starts to fondle my breasts. I pull my head back, his perfect hands, he knows what he's doing at least. He turns me around. He stretching out his hand, so I can step out of the dress. He pulls me against him.

- "You are so beautiful" He says, caress me along my side. I look at him. I try to keep my eyes on him, but his eyes are fiery, he wants me, in any case, his eyes tells me that. I realize that I'm standing here in my black lace lingerie, lucky enough that I put on them today and not anything else. Thank god. But he stands there fully clothed and I get an idea. I kiss him along his neck and trying to unbutton his shirt while I'm kissing him. But I feel how someone grabs my waist hard and then how my hand is taken away from his shirt. He holds my hand tightly and this time I have to look at him. I raise my eyes towards him, his eyes are very fiery now...

- "I'm the one touching you, not the other way around, understand?" He says. I just look at him. What should I do? He still holds my hand tightly, he is really strong. But I want to touch him. He kisses me and we walk over to the bed, he is still holding my hand. 

"I thought we did it my way" I say. He looks at me and smiling at me and he nods at me. He takes me into his arms and I touch his chest, he dosen't do anything. I try not to smile, I give him a kiss instead. But he kiss me hard and places his hands on my cheeks and he moves so I fall gently over the bed. He kisses my cheekbone. I feel the joy goes through me and I put my hands around his neck. He still kisses me.

- "Let me see you," he says, lifting me up so he can unbutton my bra. Once he has buttoned up he throws it away. We sitting against each other. He caresses his hands against my breasts. I pull my hands in his hair, like the way I wanted to do for the first time I saw him. "Gabriella,  you are so beautiful," he says and I can't help myself. I throw myself over him and kisses him. But he manages to do something that makes me end up underneath him and he looks at me.

- "Calm yourself, Miss Johnson" he says, but a stern voice. Then he kisses me between my breasts and all the way down to my panties. I can't help but moan a little.

"Nicholas," I say between my breath.

- "Yes, calm down, Miss Johnson" he replies between the kisses. I want to see him. I want to feel him, so I try again. I grab his face as our lips meet, and he continues to fondle my breasts. I let my hands rest on his face, but I let them slide down to his shirt buttons, where well my slender fingers trying to open his shirt. I want to see him so badly. I feel how he grabs my hands and he stops to kiss me. Our eyes meet.

- "Not yet" He says and watching down at me. Damn, he's mad now?

- "But I want to see you," I say with my rapid breaths.

- "You want to see me?"  he says and I nod. He throws himself over me kissing me, hard this time. He bites my bottom lip and I moan a little. I feel his hands slide down to my waist, to, well down there. Inside.  I close my eyes for the first time since I came to his apartment I feel how he pulls off my panties. WHAT? I look at him. I lie naked in Nicholas Garnett's BED! He sits up and he looks at me. 

- "What are you doing?" I heard myself scream. He just smile, smirking at me. My hands are restrained and I can not touch him.

- "You wanted to see me you said before" he replies and smiling.

- "Uh, yeah, just as naked as me" I answer. Oh, he makes me so mad.

- "Oh,I love it when you are so honest with me, I think maybe this was just a slight misunderstanding," he says, blinking with one eye. He knows exactly what he's doing. He kisses me and his hands are on my breasts, he moves his lips to my nipples, as he starts to suck on. I can not help it. I moan to, and it's loud. I feel how it starts down there, inside me. Wow. "Calm yourself, Miss Johnson" says Nicholas with a raised voice and then he continues to suck and bite my nipples. I want to touch him. His hands move down to, yes there. Oh, my God. I moan out loud and take a hard grip of one of the pillows.

- "Oh, Gabriella, you're so wet," he says, stopping gently his fingers inside me. "Nicholas" I groan out. I just feel how close I am to an orgasm right now and we haven't even started yet. Nicholas stops and he beautiful eyes looks at me.

- "Not yet" he says, and I look up to him. I see how he takes his belt off and he gets up from the bed and takes off his pants and his underwear. Oh my goodness!  IS THAT A JOKE? Is that thing going to be inside me??  He is very, very what do you say? Equipped? And, it seems that Nicholas is just as excited as I am, if not more. But, Oh my goodness! Should that really be inside me? Could it work? Oh my.. I need to calm myself down. 

- "Don't worry" he says with a smirking face and put his leg between my thighs. This man can read minds. He kisses me and I put my hands on his faces and I feel his lips gently meets mine. It's like I need to kiss him to breath, I want him so badly. He caresses my breasts and he stops kissing me and looks at me.

- "I will try to do it your way. I want you." he says and I just look at him. He licks himself around his lips and he looks down. He looks up to me and then right as it is, I feel him inside me. I moan out. I can't stop thinking if I even will be able to walk tomorrow. He bumps into me and he lays down his forehead against mine. He kisses me on my cheek and he tries to whisper in my ear. "I want you to want all of me" he says and I throw my arms around his neck. He bumps into me hard, and I moan higher and higher for each hit. I never been this close to an orgasm, and I dare not to let go yet. He kisses me one more time before he bumps into me really hard. "Come on, baby, come on!" he says and he bumps to me hard less than two times and I feel my orgasm coming through whole my body. I moan out something that sound like "Nicholas". He continues and he looks into my eyes and then down at  my body. He takes a grip of my hand, he holds my hand and he is not far behind me, he comes inside me and moaning out "Fuck, fuck." and then he says with a more gently voice "Gabriella". He holds my hand so hard and he lays down his forehead against mine and kisses me. Oh, what did we just do.....Oh my goodness.