My blue eyed sheriff(A Carl Grimes fan fiction)

Not mad

Ella's P.O.V.

"Ella we have to talk about something important." I hear Rick say and I stand up since I was sitting on the floor "Whats wrong?" I ask and hear Rick sigh "Ella, Carl's sick. I know your mad at him but I thought you would want to know." Rick says and I start to panic "What?!? Rick you have to let me go see him!" I say through the door "Ella no!" "Beth can take over! Please Rick you have to!He could die from this and right know he thinks I'm mad but I'm not! Im not mad!I just had to have time to think I'm not mad and I need to tell him that.Please Rick!" I beg and run a hand through my hair pulling at it. "Please Rick! I need to see him!" I say and feel the tears form in my eyes "Ella I can't let you get sick!" Rick says sternly "I don't care if I get sick! Rick please!Please just please!" I beg "He thinks I hate him!Rick if he dies from this and I don't get to talk to him I won't be able to live with knowing he thought I hated him when he died!" I say and run a hand through my hair. "He isn't gonna die!" Rick yells "But what if he does Rick?!? Huh? If he does I'm gonna live with that regret of not talking to him for the rest of my life!" I yell back and shake my head once I hear Judith start to cry. I didn't think Carl was gonna die its just that Patrick did and there always a chance Carl could."Get Beth." I say and pick Judith up "Wh-" "Just go get her!" I yell and hear Rick walk away. "Im sorry we woke you I'm just sad I guess you can say and got mad." I say to Judy and sway back and forth with her in my arms."Please let me be able to see him.Please." I whisper and close my eyes shut "I just want to see him and make sure he's okay." I whisper and sit down with Judith in my lap.

Carl's P.O.V.

I want Ella.I just want her my arms. I want to be able to hold her close to me in my arms.I want this to be over with. I want her to stop being mad at me. I just want her here. Im currently sitting in a cell feeling like crap. Crying, because I know I might not make this sickness that I have and if I die ill die with Ella being mad at me. I hate when Ella's mad at me. I hate when she doesn't want me to talk to her or her not wanting me next to her. "Carl your gonna make yourself even more sick then you are." Glenn says an I shake my head "I don't care." I say as i sniffle and Glenn sighs "She might not be mad at you she might just need some time to think." Glenn says and I shake my head "Glenn she didn't even tell me anything when she left and she knew there was a huge possibility we wouldn't see each other for a week or two! She hates me! I always ruin everything!" I say and run a hand through my hair "Carl you need to calm down. Get some sleep you need it." Hershel says and I shake my head "I can't!Not with out worrying that Ella may hate me forever!" I say as the tears fall down my cheeks. "Try." Hershel says and walks out of the cell with Glenn.I lay down on the bottom bunk of the bunk bed. God this sucks. I just wish I wouldn't be sick and Ella wasn't mad at me."Please forgive me." I whisper and shut my eyes close."Please."

Back to Ella's P.O.V.

"Beth you have to watch Judith for me!Like right know!" I say quickly "Why?" Beth asks and I sigh "Beth just do it!" I say and Beth nods "Okay! Gosh!" She says and I hand her Judith "Im sorry I just have to do something!" I say and grab my stuff then run out of the room. I run to me and Carl's cell but don't see him in there. I throw my stuff and the grown and run to Rick "Where is he?!?" I ask and Rick shake his head "Why aren't you with Judith?" Rick asks "Beth has her I had to see if Carl was okay! Know where is he?!?" I ask agin and run to where Rick told me Carl was at. I see Sasha standing at the window "Sasha! Carl! Get him please!" I say and she nods. She runs off and gets Carl. I wait about five minutes and finally see him. He looked really sick. He had bags under his eyes, blood around his mouth, sweat on his forehead, and his eyes were blood shot red from lack of sleep."Carl I'm so sorry!" I say and shake my head "Im so sorry! God I wish I could be the one stuck in there and it wasn't you!" I say and Carl coughs uncontrollably into a rag"Ella this isn't your fault." Carl says softly and I feel the tear prick at my eyes "Carl I'm sorry. I love you so much! I'm not mad, I'm not mad at all!" I say and press the palm of my hand against the window. The tears roll off my cheeks and Carl stands up "Baby it's okay.Its okay. Please don't cry." Carl says and presses the palm of his hand against the the window where mine was."Im gonna be fine.Hershel made some type of drink that is suppose to help us until Daryl comes back with the medicine.Ella,baby please stop crying. You know I hate to see you cry." Carl says and coughs some more into a rag. "Ella go...go get some sleep. Dont worry about me ill be fine." Carl says and I shake my head "No Carl I don't want to leave you." I say and Carl shakes his head "Dont worry about me. I'm gonna be fine Ella." Carl says and I nod "O-Okay. I promise ill come see you tomorrow." I say through my sobs and Carl nods "Okay. I love you." Carl says softly and I sniffle "To the end of the universe and back?" I ask and Carl nods "To the end of the universe and back." Carl says and I nod. "Ella?" I hear Lizzie's voice call "Over here." I say an wipe my tears away "I don't feel good." Lizzie says and I coughs. I frown and look at Carl "Can you tuck me in?" Lizzie asks "You know Glenn,Carl and Hershel? There good at tucking in people. How bout you ask them?" I say and Lizzie nods. I let her into the place Carl was in and close the door."Ill be back tomorrow I promise. I love you. Go get some sleep." I say and blow Carl a kiss. He chuckles slightly "I love you to." Carl says and I feel more tears fall from my eyes "I.....I don't want to leave you." I say quietly "Baby it's okay. Daryl will be here with the medicine soon and ill be fine. Then we can do what ever you want. I promise." Carl says and I nod "Can we cuddle all day?" I ask and sniffle. Carl smiles "Like I said what ever you want baby." Carl says and I nod. "I love you." I say and Carl's eyes start to water "I love you too Ella." Carl says and I shake my head "Go get some sleep. Everything will be okay soon." Carl says and I nod. I walk to me and Carl's cell and run a hand threw my hair. "I feel so sorry for you." This girl says and I look at her "Who are you?" I ask and the girl smiles "Kayla. Im from The Woodbury group. You don't know me because I never talked to you." the Kayla says and I nod "Im sorry your boyfriend's gonna die." Kayla says and I step closer to her "He is not gonna die!" I hiss and Kayla rolls her eyes "You saw what happened to Patrick! He's gonna die just face it!" Kayla says and I shake my head "No he will not! You don't even know him!" I grit through my teeth and Kayla shakes her head "What ever but I'm telling you he'll probably be dead by tomorrow. " Kayla says and I wanted to punch her. "Rick you better get this bitch out of my face before I kill her!" I yell and Rick walk up to me "Whats wrong?" Rick asks "This bitch is saying Carl's gonna die when he won't!" I hiss and Rick looks at Kayla "I was just stating facts!" Kayla says and I lunge at her back Rick holds me back."Let me kill the bitch!" I yell and try to get out of Ricks grip. "Ella stop!" Rick says and pushes me into my cell."Why are you freaking out? You said Carl was could die this morning." Rick says "Hes not gonna die and I knew that! I had to say it to try and let you let me see him!" I say and shake my head "Im gonna kill her! Im gonna get my knife and I'm gonna-" "Stop it Ella!" Rick cuts me off "Ill go talk to her." Rick says and I nod.Rick leaves and Mika comes into my cell "Is Lizzie gonna be okay?" Mika asks and sits on the bottom bunk "Yeah she'll.......she'll be fine." I say and I sit down next to Mika. "Are you gonna be okay?" Mika asked and I nod "Im gonna be just fine sweetie. Just fine." I say and sigh."Your sad aren't you?" Mika ask and I nod my head. "Yeah Mika I am." I sigh and lay down. Mika lays down next to me. "Is it because Carl?" Mika asked and I nod. "Dont worry he'll be okay. He'll be better in no time just like Lizzie." Mika says and I nod "He will because Carl is a fighter, just like your sister." I say and Mika smiles. "Yeah." She says and I smile. "Do you wanna go see Lizzie?" I ask Mika and she nods. "Come on. Im sure she wants to see you too." I say and stand up. I bring Mila over to the place where you can see everyone. I don't know what they call it. I don't have time to figure out the names of stuff right know! "Hey Glenn." I say and Glenn waves "Hey want me to get Carl?" Glenn asks and I nod "And Lizzie. Get them only if there not asleep." I say and Glenn nods. I really hope Carl is okay and awake. Me and Mika wait a few minutes then Carl and Lizzie come. Carl smiles and so do I "Mika and I wanted to come see y'all." I say and Lizzie coughs harshly. "Im so sorry y'all have this." I say and frown. "Hey don't frown. I don't like seeing my baby sad. You'll only make me feel worse if your sad." Carl says and I nod. "Okay." I say and Carl sighs "I wish you could be with me." Carl says and I shake my head "Carl I can go in there with you." I say and Carl shakes his head "No. You can't get sick Ella!" "Carl I don't care if I get sick! I can go in..... help Hershel." I say and nod "Lizzie?Carl is really sick and I know your a little better then him do you mind getting Hershel?" I ask and she nods "No ma'am i don't mind.I can go." she says and I nod. Mika decides that she is tired and leaves then me and carl just talk for a little while.Carl starts to cough into his handkerchief agin but this time he coughs up blood. "Oh my god Carl are you okay?" I ask and Carl nods. "I-Im fine." Carl says and I sit down in the chair that was next to the window. "Ella? Lizzie said you wanted me." Hershel says and I nod "I want to come help you in there." I say and Hersehel shakes his head "Ella no-" "Hershel! You wanted to help people and so do I." I say and Carl shakes his head "No Ella your not gonna get sick!" Carl says "I rather help you get better and maybe die then have to live with out you because the illness killed you." I say and Carl sighs "Please just listen to me this one god damn time so you don't get sick!" Carl attempts to yell but it doesn't really work because he's weak from the illness. "No Carl Rick Grimes your gonna listen to me and listen to me good! Im going to go in there and help you, Lizzie, Glenn, Sasha, and everyone else who is sick get better!" I hiss and Hershel sighs "I guess you can come." Hershel says and I nod. "Thank you." I sigh out of relief. I unlock the door to go into the cell block and lock it before I go in. I walk in and Hershel hands me a handkerchief "Your gonna need that for when we help the really really sick ones." Hershel says and walks away. I look at Carl and go to his side.I kneel down next to Carl. "I missed you so much. Im so sorry you have to deal with this! I love you so much!" I say and hug him. He weakly pushes me away "Ella you can't get" Carl says then turns his face away from me and starts coughing "Sick." he says finishing his sentence "Carl I don't care if I get sick." I say and Carl looks at me then weakly smiles. "I miss you so much." Carl says softly and I smile. "I miss you to baby." I say and place a hand on Carl's knee. "How bout I bring you to your cell so you can get some rest because it doesn't look like you got any." I say and Carl nods "I couldn't." he says then looks at me "Not with out you." Carl says and I stand up then kiss his forehead. I help Carl stand up and walk to his cell. "Lay down." I say and lay carl down on his bed. "Get some sleep Carl." I say and Carl nods "Promise you won't leave?" Carl asks and I nod "I swear." I say and Carl weakly smiles.I sit down besides Carl on the floor and Carl falls asleep quickly. Poor thing was so tired. I run my hands threw Carl's knotted hair and smoothen it out. Carl lightly snores and I giggle "Thats to cute." I say and smile. I finally was with him agin. I know he still has the illness but at least I get to be with him.