My blue eyed sheriff(A Carl Grimes fan fiction)

Stuck

Ella's P.O.V.

Rick let us have one more story time before we had to be separated. Carol said she was gonna start to teach the kids how to use knifes today and once agin I can't tell Carl. "Okay kids today were gonna learn how to use knifes. How to use them and how to be safe with them." Carol says then looks behind me. I turn around and see Carl "Carl please don't tell your father." Carol says and Carl walks away "I got him." I sigh and run after Carl. "Carl she's just trying to make sure the kids know how to be safe." I say and Carl ignores me "You kept this from me! You know there parents should know about this!" Carl says and I nod "I know but Carol told me I couldn't tell you!" "So you decide to listen to Carol and not tell me when you knew I was gonna be mad when I found out?!?" Carl yells at me and turns around to face me. By know I was on the verge of tears because I hated when we fought. It always made me want to cry because I hate to see him mad at me. "Please don't be mad! Carl she's doing this for their safety! So they know how to be safe if something happens!" I say and Carl just shakes his head. "You can be mad, but what she is doing is good! Tell your dad I really don't care I have bigger problems to deal with." I say "Like what?!? I'm the one doing everything with my dad!" Carl yells and I had enough my tears started to flow from my eyes "Like what?!? Carl I have to watch Judith, I have to make sure Judy doesn't get sick, I have to make sure YOU don't get sick, I have to make sure the kids are all ready to be put where ever the hell y'all are putting us, and I have to stress about you being okay while I'm stuck in that room not knowing about a god damn thing thats going on, and lots more!" I yell and Carl's face softens "I have a billion jobs just like you Carl!" I yell and shake my head. I turn my back towards Carl and he grabs my wrist "Don't touch me!" I hiss and his hand falls from my wrist. I walk to our cell and grab my bag and everything ill need for my stay in the room. I walk to Judy's cell and grab her and her stuff. "All ready?" Rick asks and I nod "Yeah." I say and Rick holds my gun up to my face "Why are you showing me that?" I ask and he puts it in my holster "Im giving your gun back. Carl convinced me. Im also gonna keep letting Carol teach the kids how to use knifes." Rick says and I nod. "Okay." I say and Carl walks into the room. "Can we go know?" I ask Rick and he nods. I walk past Carl without saying a word and he goes to reach for my hand but frowns and just turns around. Rick brings me and Judy to the room where we were gonna stay "Maggie will come check on y'all every day to see if y'all need anything." Rick says and I nod. "Okay." I sigh and see that I the room they had a little bed and a play pin for me and Judy. I put Judy in her play pin and Rick shifts his weight to one leg "He told me what happened." Rick says and I nod "Okay. Is that suppose to make me want to run into his arms and give him a million kisses? Because if so it's not working." I say and Rick sighs "No,it's not suppose to make you want to do that." Rick says as I look around the room "Then what is it suppose to do?" I ask and sit on the desk that they had in the room. "Nothing I just wanted to talk to you about it." Rick says and I laugh "He sent you to talk to me about it? Typical Carl." I say and Rick shake his head."You have to understand-" Rick says and I hop off the desk "Understand what? That he has issues? That he's stressed? So what Rick? We all have issues and were all stressed!" I say and Rick shakes his head "You know this isn't my problem you two fix it. Sorry Ella I should've let him talk to you." Rick says and I nod "Yeah you should do that next time." I say and Rick kisses the top of Judy's head. "Just call if you need anything." Rick says an I nod. He closes the door and I lock it like I'm suppose to. I walk over to Judy and give her one of her toys. "Never date boys Judy. Its just a big stressful mess that you can never get rid off because you love the boy to much to get rid of him." I say and sit down next to Judy's play pin. "Ella?" I hear the voice I love but also the voice that I really don't want to hear right know. I stay quite and stand up "Ella I know your in there. Please I'm sorry. I.... I shouldn't have done what I did. Im sorry. I love you so much and what I did was so stupid.I shouldn't have yelled." Carl says and I walk up to the door. "Im sorry. You don't have to talk to me, or be happy with me just please forgive me." Carl says and I press the palm of my hands against the door. "If you need anything I'm out here. Just tell me." Carl says and I face my back to the door. "I love you Ella." Carl says softly and I hear him walk away. I back my back up shuts the door and slide down it "Don't ever date Judith." I say and shake my head "Its so confusing in this world. You always disagree on stuff and get in fights and once you fall in love with the boy it's like your in a trance that you can never get out of." I say "But if you do I want you to remember that no matter how big or little the fight you should always be there for each other." I say and chuckle "Why am I telling you this? You don't even understand how to walk yet." I say and smile. I stand up and pick Judy up out of her play pin. "How about we try to get you to talk." I say and place her on my hip. "Can you say dada?" I ask her and she just gives me a blank stare "Dada?" I say and and she just smiles "No? Okay." I say and tickle Judy's tummy. "How about we get you some baby food?" I say and set Judith down on the floor. I grab the baby food and sit down on the mattress that was in the floor. "Come see" I say and Judy crawls over to me. I pick her up and put her bib on her then start to feed her the baby food. "This is gonna suck being stuck in this room." I say as Judith finishes her baby food. I put her down for a nap and fall asleep myself because its boring so all you can do is sleep!