My blue eyed sheriff(A Carl Grimes fan fiction)

Cant just run away

*Few days later*

Ella's P.O.V.

Over the past few days Carl has gotten better and Daryl came back with Merle. I wasn't to excited to see him. He's locked up in a cell though so that make me happier. "The Governor attacked and he'll only do it agin! We ether stay and fight or we can go." Rick says as I help Carl stand up. He can walk around and everything know it just hurts him sometimes. "We should fight." Glenn says and Rick nods. "I think so to." Rick says "No! What if someone gets hurt agin? I want to stay but I don't want someone else getting hurt." I say and Rick sighs "I agree with Ella." Hershel says and Rick walks away. "Get back here! You once said this isn't a democracy anymore!" Hershel yells at Rick."Rick please we need to make a decision! You can't just run away!" I say and he just keeps on walking. "Ill go talk to him." Carl says and I look at him. "You got it?" I asks and Carl nods. He kisses my cheek then leaves. Judith starts crying and I get her out of Ricks cell. "Hi princess! Are you hungry? I bet you are!" I say and pick her up. I walk to the kitchen and make her bottle as she whales. "Someone's really hungry huh?" I say and put the bottle in her mouth. She stops crying and I smile "Thats better." I say and walk out of the kitchen. I walk back over to where everyone is "So what are we gonna do?" I ask and Hershel shrugs "What ever is best for us." Hershel says and i nod. "Your really good with her Ella." Glenn says and I smile. "Yeah I've always kinda been good with babies."I say and Carl walks in with Rick. "Okay I'm sorry about that. Im going to let you chose wether we stay and fight or leave." Rick says everyone chose to stay and fight so Thats what were going to do. "The guy your dealing with is the type of guy who's gonna kill all of you first so the Rick can watch his family and friends die then kill him. He'll probably kill all of you older people first then he'll kill Judith then Ella and next Carl so that it doesn't only hurt you it also hurts Carl." Merle says and Carl shakes his head. "That won't happen!" Carl says "Yes it will. You have no clue what The Governor will do to your little girlfriend boy. He'll probably do what he did to Maggie before he kills her." Merle says and Maggie gets angry. "You sick son of a bitch! He will not violate her like he did me!" Maggie says "Wh-What did he do? He didn't?" I ask Maggie and she shakes her head. "No he didn't. He just did something very wrong Ella." Maggie says and Carl shakes his head "That's not gonna happen Merle! I won't let it!" Carl yells and Merle laughs "You think you can stop him? Just imagine his hands all over her little body and she would start crying and you ain't gonna be able to do shit!" Merle says and I walk out of the and into me and Carl's cell not wanting to hear anymore. Judith finished her bottle and I put it down and burped her. "Great! Know you have here worrying about anther thing that won't happen! I promised to protect her and that's what I'm going to do!" Carl yells and then I hear footsteps walk towards our cell. Carl walks in and kneels down in front of me. "Ella. Thats not gonna happen I promise." Carl says and I just stay quiet. "Ella!" Carl says and then slams his hands down on ether sides of my thighs on the bed. "God Damn it Ella talk to me!" Carl yells and I pull Judith closer to me. I pull my legs up onto the bed and Carl sighs. "Fine. Do you want me to take Judith?" Carl asks and I shake my head. "Ella please." Carl says "What do you want me to say?!? Merle thinks were all gonna die and I'm gonna get touched! I don't want that!" I yell but not to loud so it doesn't hurt Judith's ears. "Ella Thats not gonna happen!" Carl yells back and I jump off the bed and walk out the room. "Ella!" Carl yells and I run into Ricks cell but right before I walk in Carl says something else that stops me."Would you stop! Im not gonna let that happen to you!" Carl yells and I turn around. "Carl your thirteen! You can't protect me from everything! Especially a guy who's twenty maybe even thirty years older than you!" I yell back and walk into Ricks cell. I put Judith in her little basket and sit on the floor in the corner of the room. I pull my legs up to my chest and hear Carl yelling at Merle. "KNOW SHE'S YELLING AT ME BECAUSE OF YOU! THANKS A LOT! YOU DONT UNDERSTAND! I WOULDN'T LET ANYONE TOUCH HER! ID KILL TO KEEP THAT GIRL SAFE!!" Carl yells "SHE NEEDED TO KNOW WHAT WOULD PROBABLY HAPPEN TO HER!" Merle yells back and I just sit there. The yelling stops then I hear someone stomp over to Ricks cell. "Baby please don't be scared. I know that I may not be able to protect you from The Governor but that doesn't mean my dad,Glenn,and Daryl won't protect you." Carl says but doesn't come into the cell. "Please Ella. Baby can I come in?" Carl asks and I nod. Carl comes in and closes the curtain. He walks over to me and kneels down in front of me. "Im sorry I yelled." Carl says and I shake my head. "No I should be the one saying sorry for yelling and walking off." I say and Carl scoops me up into his arms and sits down on the bed with me. I put my head in his chest "Ella Merle's stupid. Don't listen to him. None of us are going to let The Governor hurt you. I would fight him for you until I was dead." Carl says and I nod. "I love you." I whisper and Carl kisses the top if my head. "I love you to babe." Carl says and I smile. "Where's Ella and Carl?" I hear the all so familiar voice ask. I stand up and poke my head out of the cell to see the person I missed so much. "Andrea!" I yell and run into her arms. "Ella!" she says and wraps her arms around me. "I miss you so much!" I say and pull away from Andrea. "I have to talk to y'all about Phillip." Andrea says and I shake my head. "You have to come live with us The Governors bad!" I say and Andrea shakes her head. "No he isn't-" "Andrea he attacked us and shot Carl! Which made me nearly kill my self! Yep he's so not bad!" I yell and Carl puts a hand on my shoulder to calm me down. "Wait he said y'all attacked first." Andrea says and I shake my head then raise up Carl's shirt. "Nope he did and one of his god damn people shot my boyfriend!" I say and show her Carl's wound. I pull down his shirt and everyone looks at me. "What?!? I'm really pissed!" I say and throw my hands up in the air. Carl pulls me into his side and kisses my cheek. "It's okay." Carl whispers in my ear and I shake my head. "No Carl it's not! I nearly lost you!" I say and walk out side. Im so fucking pissed at Andrea right know! I walk in the field and kneel down then shut my eyes. "I know Carl doesn't believe in you but I still do .....and I just ask that you keep Carl safe and sane. He's been going through a lot and I just want him to be okay. I just want everyone to be okay. I guess all I'm asking for is that no one else gets hurt. Thank you." I say and open my eyes. I sigh and look at the talk yellow grass Thats all around me. I stand up and hear Andrea yelling at Michonne. "You mad everyone turn on me!" Andrea yells and I run I I the prison. "No that dick of a boy friend of yours made us turn on you!" I yell at her and she looks shocked. "Don't yell at Michonne because she didn't do shit wrong! What happened to you? You were like my sister! Always had my back and know ......I have no clue who you are! I'm sorry but I have to say this. Amy would be ashamed of you!" I yell at Andrea and look at Michonne. I hug her and she looks surprised but hugs me back. Andrea just stands there "Im sorry Andrea I just had to say it!" I say and Michonne strokes my hair. I really like Michonne she's nice,Sweet and funny but also a bad ass all at the same time. "I just want y'all to make peace so my friends and family won't have to fight." Andrea says and Hershel shakes his head. "That man won't want to make peace with us." Hershel says and sighs. Judith starts crying and I pull away from Michonne. "Ill get her." I say and walk to Ricks cell. I see Judith's face and smile. "Hi babygirl!" I say and pick Judith up. I cradle her in my arms then go back and stand next to Carl. He looks at me with the baby and kisses the top of my head. "Is that the baby?" Andrea asks and I nod. "Judith." I say and sway back and forth with the beautiful baby girl in my arms. "Where's Lori." Andrea asks and everyone goes silent. "Oh I'm so sorry." Andrea says and no on says anything, "It's fine Lori is in a better place with no worries." I say and Andrea smiles at me. "Can I hold her?" Andrea asks and I nod. I hand Judith over to Andrea. "Andrea this is Judith." I say and smile. "You watch her?" Andrea asks "Well everyone helps out with here but me Carl and Rick take her the most because we love her so much we can't let her out of our sights." I say and Andrea smiles. "Carl can we go outside ...... alone?" I ask and Carl nods. "Yeah." Carl says and I bring him out side to the field. "Sit." I say and he does. "Are you still okay?" I ask and Chandler nods. "Okay I just want to make sure. If you have any thoughts tell me! I don't want to lose you I love you and I don't want to have to live in any world with out you." I say and sit down next to him. I grab his arms and look at both of them to see no new cuts. I kiss Carl's cheek and smile at him. "Your so strong." I whisper In Carl's ear and he pulls me into a hug. "I'm only strong when I'm with you." Carl whispers back and I smile. Carl kisses my lips then puts his head on my shoulder. "I love you so much Ella Marie Walsh." Carl says an my smile gets bigger. "I love you so much to Carl Rick Grimes." I say and Carl smiles. We stay outside for a few more hours and just talk about anything that came to our minds.