Mermaid Tale (Bts ff)

Chapter 22

I open up the message from my Brother.

Yoongi: ...Hi Little sis. I just wanted to say I'm so proud of you. I don't say it a lot but I really care about you. I'll regret this message later but I don't really care at the moment. I really miss you since we met that one night. Is their a chance we could see each other again? :)

I sigh brushing my hand through my hair. Should I should I not? I took a deep breath and started typing my reply.

Me: Hi Yoongs, There's been a lot on my mind recently and I'm really busy with all this idol stuff. I miss you too and I hope we could meet up later. However, now my not be the best option. I'll get back to you when I'm ready.

I send it and bite my nails. I decided to stand at a half-way point where at anytime I could respond saying that I'm ready. Finally, after a couple of minutes a response appears. 

Yoongi: It's fine if your too busy. I understand. Make sure to still get a good amount of rest and eat healthy. I hope to see you soon, sis.

I smile a little at his response. He still cares. I always feel special getting this side of Yoongi. Because most people get the other side of Yoongi. Not that I don't mind that angry, aggressive Yoongi, however fluffy Yoongi is always best. I turn my computer off and sigh in relief. Well I got that sorted. I check the time on the clock on the wall. 11pm. I widen my eyes looking out the window too just see the darkness engulfing the city.I should get to bed and get a good rest like Yoongi said. I quickly brush my teeth and change into my pajamas before climbing into my comfy bed. A small smile on my lips as I fall into a slumber.

-Time Skip-

I walk into a tall building preparing myself for a yet another interview about my newest music video and about the starting point of my new career. I put my bag down when I get seated in the waiting room. I'm meant to be waiting for a whole hour before I'n on. I fiddle with my thumbs before pulling out a book from before. A Tale Untold. I flip to the first page and put my reading glasses on.

-Book-

You know....everyone is meant to be made equally. No one should be more rich, none poor. All equal. No one more powerful or more famous. Then there wouldn't be much poverty, depression. You wouldn't look up to your idols knowing that you'll never achieve there goals. You look up to people with more talent that you and think that you'll never be that talented because they have natural talent. 

Although, this may seem reasonable. Sometimes it's just meant to be this way in the world. I knew I'd never be good enough. I'm not talented. I'm not rich. I'm not powerful. I'm not loved. I'm not cared for. I'm not talkative. This is my story. 

I was normal. A girl sitting in a car with her parents. Oh nonono. Don't predict my future. Your probably already yapping saying that there's going to be a car crash. Nope. It was different. My life got turned around another way.  I didn't lose my parents, nor anyone I love. My life crashing down, was all my fault. If I hadn't looked at that negative thought in my brain none of this would be like this. But then I would have never had this book. I had my phone on me. I was looking at my favourite celebrity. I'm not going to bring them up. I just......they released a new song that I listened too. It was so inspiring full of talent. Motivating and confident. It was one of my favourite songs until the song ended. My brain seemed to have changed.

I'll never be that talented, never that good. I'll never achieve anything that person did. I was just a hopeless girl sitting in the back of her parents car going to visit her grandparents. This wasn't about problems I faced in my life. This was about the thoughts inside my brain. But I knew in that car ride on that Tuesday Night. My brain had changed. And it wasn't for the better.

-Back to POV-

I was so focused on the powerful words of the book that I didn't hear the first call of my name. It was only till the second call that I looked up catching the eye of the employee. "Your on miss" They said before taking there leave. So putting the book back in my bag, I dusted my outfit of before walking to the stage.

Sorry for the wait. I've been having Writers Block but I felt like I had to get something out for you guys! Hope you enjoyed! :D