Mermaid Tale (Bts ff)

Chapter 19

-Yoongi POV-

I banged on the floorboards sending an echo around the house, earning a worried Jin shouting from downstairs. I hadn't been out my room much. Only to eat. At that wasn't much due to the diet. But I couldn't get her of my mind. I could almost see how much I hurt her.

-Flashback-

Her hair flowed in the wind and her eyes showed many emotions. Happiness, Relief, excitement. But these feelings faded as new ones settled in her eyes. Regret, hatred, betrayal, sadness. Her eyes were glassy from the tears.  I messed up. Her fingers were almost trembling by her side and her lips were formed into a straight line. The words came out her mouth powerful but my head spun around to a rustle nearby.

-Flashback ended-

I put my face in my hands. And then I lost her, again. A knock was heard on the door I was leaning on. I quickly pulled myself up and wiped my eyes so there wasn't any evidence. I then twisted the door open to reveal a small child slurping on bubble tea.

 "Uh..... Jin asked me to check on you" He said as he entered without permission. He sat on the bed, still drinking bubble tea. I looked at him before closing the door. "I'm fine" The words fell out my mouth whilst Jungkook stares at me with straw in mouth. I could tell he was assessing me. His eyes darting around my room and my figure. "I don't believe you, hyung" I sigh whilst sitting on my bed. "You ain't angry at me coming into your room uninvited, so there must be something" I forgot about that. I always push him out of my room or tell him to get out. But today I accepted for some reason. He looked at me putting his bubble tea down. "What's wrong, hyung?" He said with a curious gaze. I shifted before sighing lying back onto the bed.

 "Why are you here?" I say annoyed. "Please don't do dis now" He says picking his bubble tea up. "Why are you here?" I repeat my question ignoring his plead. "To help you." I pick myself of the bed and grab his arm dragging him towards the door. "No...... i don't want to go. I can't leave without knowing whats wrong!" He whines and he actually seemed to care. I stopped as he spun around looking at me for my answer. But I made my mind up and pushed him out the door locking it. Sliding down the door, I closed my eyes hearing Jungkook shuffling outside the door. I wasn't mad at him. Far from. I always push him out my room. I just came to my senses after a while. 

I pull up my sleeves so they cover my hands like sweater paws. I put my hand in my hands and got comfy. But without realizing I fell asleep.

-Memory-

A smol girl swam around a corner as I followed her threw the ocean. "Wait up Ji-uen!" I called after her as she giggled and I turned the corner aswell, swimming through the coral. "Come back!" I shouted watching her swimming to the distance. "Nope!! You'll never catch dis girl!" She says turning around to face me. She swiftly goes behind a rock as I follow turning the corner to spot her close by just..... standing there. I quietly sneak up to her and pounce. My giggles getting cut short with her facial expression.

"Ji-uen!" I say trying to get her back to earth however she was too busy staring behind me so I look back over my shoulder seeing a cloud of plastic. "No" I whisper recalling the incident with Ji-uen. My eyes graze over the scar permanently painted onto her tail. "You need to get away from here" I looked back to her eyes to see pain. Tears were already escaping her eyes rolling down her rosy cheeks. I wrap my arms around her squeezing her tightly. "It'll all be fine" I whisper gently in her ear as she slowly nods. I grab her arm and lead her away from the plastic that was swimming towards us.

-Memory End-

I wake up feeling stiffness all over my body. I locate my senses and realize I must have fallen asleep on the floor by the door.