NO FUN ☹ (imallexx x memeulous x willne)

TWENTY THREE

january 8th 2019

will, 1:06pm:
alright i'm back

alex, 1:06pm:
how's your sandwich?

will, 1:06pm:
absolute quality thanks

george, 1:07pm:
can you two focus please?

will, 1:07pm:
sorry :/

george, 1:08pm:
so i realised that there's no way we can go through every single problem we've ever had in just one conversation, because we'd be here for years

george, 1:08pm:
so i think we should all say one thing from last year that we want to talk about. and anything else that's important will probably be brought into all that anyway

will, 1:09pm:
yeah ok i'm down

alex, 1:09pm:
i feel like i'm at some sort of group therapy session

will, 1:10pm:
you kinda are

will, 1:10pm:
this is basically couple's counselling

george, 1:10pm:
didn't i ask you to focus literally 3 minutes ago?

alex, 1:11pm:
sorry george. i'll shut up, promise

george, 1:11pm:
good

george, 11:11pm:
who's gonna start then?

alex, 1:11pm:
will

will, 1:11pm:
alex

george, 1:12pm:
right... glad to see your being so cooperative

george, 1:12pm
i think we should start with the worst thing, just to get it out of the way

alex, 1:12pm:
no

george, 1:13pm:
we're going to have to talk about it at some point alex

will, 1:13pm:
i agree. it's kinda the elephant in the room rn

alex, 1:14pm:
alright fine

alex, 1:14pm:
i tried to kill myself. done. let's move on.

george, 1:15pm:
you're gonna have to give us a bit more than that al

george, 1:15pm:
why did you do it?

alex, 1:16pm:
i've told you why. because i couldn't handle all the shit that was going on

alex, 1:16pm:
i was getting panic attacks like twice a day and i just wanted it to be over

will, 1:16pm:
was it really all my fault?

alex, 1:17pm:
it wasn't anyone's fault

alex, 1:17pm:
but you didn't exactly help afterwards

will, 1:17pm:
i know. i'm sorry

alex, 1:18pm:
you wouldn't come near me for over a month. do you even know how horrible that made me feel? i thought you hated me

alex, 1:18pm:
i was so close to trying again. the only reason i didn't is because george wouldn't leave me alone long enough

alex, 1:19pm:
and the night i did try again was the last time i saw you in a fucking year

will, 1:19pm:
i'm so sorry alex

will, 1:20pm:
i never hated you. i just felt like it was my fault. george kept saying it was. so i stayed away from you because i didn't want to hurt you anymore