NO FUN ☹ (imallexx x memeulous x willne)

FORTY ONE

january 16th 2019

george, 10:44pm:
uh will?

george, 10:44pm:
i'm kinda uh,,, having a breakdown

will, 10:44pm:
what's wrong love?

will, 10:45pm:
i thought you were out with alex?

george, 10:45pm:
i was

george, 10:45pm:
but then i uh

george, 10:46pm:
shit

george, 10:46pm:
i kissed him

george, 10:46pm:
and he kissed back

will, 10:47pm:
that sounds like a good thing georgie? i'm happy for you!!

george, 10:47pm:
it's not good

george, 10:47pm:
we went back to the flat and he kissed me again

will, 10:48pm:
i'm not really seeing the problem here george? that's what you wanted, right?

george, 10:48pm:
well yeah

george, 10:48pm:
but then i fucked it all up

george, 10:49pm:
we had sex

will, 10:49pm:
oh

george, 10:49pm:
and i guess that's just what he thought it all was

george, 10:49pm:
you know, like the stuff you and him used to do

george, 10:50pm:
he said we should do that more often

will, 10:50pm:
oh george :/ i'm sorry

will, 10:50pm:
didn't you tell him how you feel?

george, 10:51pm:
no

george, 10:51pm:
i know i should have but i couldn't. i was so scared of losing him

will, 10:51pm:
you won't lose him

will, 10:52pm:
alex loves you to death, even if it's not in the way you want. he wouldn't let anything fuck up your friendship, you know that

george, 10:52pm:
i guess

george, 10:52pm.
but i just couldn't make myself say it. i tried so many times but the words just wouldn't come out

george, 10:53pm:
he's been so sad for such a long time. we both have. and tonight we were finally genuinely really happy. i couldn't let myself fuck that up. i couldn't ruin his night

george, 10:53pm:
but now i feel even worse

george, 10:54pm:
i can't even look at him anymore

will, 10:54pm:
i'm so sorry george

will, 10:54pm:
i get why you didn't want to say anything, but i think next time it's best that you just get it all out, yeah?

will, 10:55pm:
don't worry too much. you'll sort it out

will, 10:55pm:
you and alex always sort things out, this time won't be any different

george, 10:55pm:
thank you so much will

george, 10:56pm:
i know its like 3 hours away, but can i come to yours please? being in this flat is making me go insane

will, 10:56pm:
of course you can

will, 10:57pm.
but is it really the best idea to leave alex alone after all that?

george, 10:57pm:
i know its not

george, 10:57pm:
but if i stay here i'm going to fuck things up even more

george, 10:58pm:
i really can't be here anymore

will, 10:58pm:
ok. you're always welcome here

will, 10:58pm:
but my flat is a wreck with moving and all. just so you know

george, 10:59pm:
i don't care

george, 10:59pm:
i just need to see you

george, 10:59pm:
so i can calm down for a bit

will, 11:00pm:
see you soon georgie <3 it'll all be ok, i promise

george, 11:00pm:
thank you will. i appreciate you so fucking much

will, 11:00pm:
any time x