Brian never thought that he had the guts.
He never knew how to stand up to someone in a relationship he was with. Whether it was a boy or a girl, Brian didn't wear the 'pants' in the relationship.
He was like a whipping boy.
B.Molko
I.. I just think that I need time alone. I'm not happy.
Bowie Fan
That's what you need to tell her. I see that it might be kind of hard to talk to her, but you have to let her know. A relationship works both ways, not just one.
He sighed. He knew Emilia was right, he knew that the relationship he had with Mandy was shit. He wasn't happy the moment she moved to his house with no notice.
Mandy was demanding. It was her way or no ones way. She was always right or Brian had to sleep on the couch.
There was no winning with her.
B.Molko
I know, I know. I just never had broken up with someone. It was always them breaking up with me.
Bowie Fan
SEE! THAT'S YOUR PROBLEM! I see how she treats you. She's a twat, Brian. She isn't the girl your parents would want as a god daughter.
You let her control you, I can only imagine how your past ex's treated you.
B.Molko
I'll talk to her. I just don't want to take her or see her tomorrow at the Bowie concert.
Bowie Fan
Me either. I want to enjoy my night. I don't want to be near her. I refuse for her to ruin my night.
With that their conversation ended. Brian heard the front door open and close. This was it. He was going to be a man and end this once in for all.
"Mandy? Is that you?" He called out as he walked out of his room to the kitchen, where he heard cupboards being opened and closed. She got a glass of ice cold water and rolled her shoulders.
Mandy already had a bad day. Due to the argument with Brian, she spent the night at her brothers apartment who he shared with three other guys. She didn't get much sleep, causing her to wake up late and ended with her going to class fifteen minutes late.
She had also forgotten to take a book and pencil to school. She didn't write important dates and notes down at all. Her classmates where assholes and usually wanted a favor in return.
Mandy never ate breakfast, causing a headache. The last thing she wanted to do right now was talk to Brian. She didn't even want to see him.
After the argument they had along with Emilia, she was angry. Brian screamed at her and told her to shut up. She had never seen Brian as mad as he was. He defended the other stupid chick instead of taking her side, like a boyfriend should.
"Mandy, I need to speak with you." She heard behind her.
Whatever happened between Emilia and Brian when she was here, changed him. Brian never demanded a talk, he'd usually ask if they could and get an attitude afterwards when she would decline.
"Not now, Brian. I'm not in the mood."
"Well I need to talk to you," he quickly said, "now."
Brian didn't want to back down. He was ready and wanted to get this over with before he became a wimp.
"Brain, I seriously don't want to talk right now. " she snapped. She continued to tell her day, making Brian sigh.
"I want to get this over with. I really do. You're just being difficult and thinking only about yourself!" Brian said slightly raising his voice.
Mandy gasped and angrily put the cup in the sink. She faced him again and glared. "I do not! I always put your happiness before mine! I treat you with love and care. You ignore me and call me names!"
"Don't turn this to me, Mandy. Its always about you and if its not, you're not happy. You-"
"I do not! I treat you like a rock star! I do everything for you and I try my best and-"
"THAT'S THE PROBLEM!" Brian exclaimed as he threw his hands up high, "you treat me like a rock star and loyalty. You call me 'rock god' and all these little stupid names. You moved into my, MY, apartment without giving me a heads up. We haven't even been together for long, Mandy.
"I don't have my personal space. This relationship is one sided and fucking rushed. I never agreed for this. Ever. You changed my home and made decisions for me without my consent. I am tired and sick of you. I really am. We don't talk because we always end up arguing. Why? Because you have to be a fucking twat and put me down. Oh, but if I give you a dosage of your medicine then I'm suddenly a bad guy? No. Things don't work like this.
"I want you gone. I want all your things out. I'll give you three days to clear everything out. I won't be here anymore. I will be moving to somewhere new." He finished out of breath.
Mandy stood shocked. Tears poured down her cheeks. This was officially the worst day ever.
"W-WHAT?!" She exclaimed, "YOU CAN'T KICK ME OUT! I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME!"
He chuckled falsely and shook his head. "No Mandy, I never did. That was just your fangirl imagination."
With that, Brian walked to his room and started to pack a few clothes. He packed his shower utensils and makeup. He grabbed his charger and his beloved collection of guitars. He made round trips as he went back and forth to get his guitars.
'Mandy won't be touching these.'
B.Molko
Can I come over? I don't want to stay here.
Leaving Mandy crying her eyes out in his kitchen was an asshole move. He didn't even her talk. Yet Brian found himself smiling.
Bowie Fan
Ofourse! I moved out from next door. I live near 14th and 16th street. I'm in the lot 22. The door is open.
Brian was happy.
He was free.
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FanfictionA story, a fan fiction of course of Brain Molko. I've had many fantasies and most involve him. So, why not write them out?