My Divine Miss Young-Min | J.J.K

CHAPTER 31: SEDUCTION

Young- Min's Points of View.

Fearful anticipation courses through my veins as Jungkook's larger hand pulls my being towards the stairs descending to his bedroom.

As I perch on the edge of Jungkook's bed, my hands couldn't stop trembling.

Oh god, I'm not ready for this.

Jungkook notices this and leans towards me and pulls me in for a hug.

The warmth of his body instantly keeping me intact, feeling relieved that he's there since my knees begin to buckle and a little shaky. Sensing my reaction, Jungkook chuckles and smiles. Then, he pushes me towards the bed.

"Jungkook~" His name falls naturally from my lips. Hot flushes creeping towards my neck warming my cheeks as he pulls me to his chest. Once again his arms hold my being prisoned. No words emit from him. I could hear his steady breath. The tension gradually built between us. Then, I feel his hand rubbing my spine in circles. His other hand holds my head with his lips touching my forehead lightly.

Then, I realize the comforts he has intended to present to me. His scent, his bigger body, and warmth comforts me, and that's when I notice how addicted I am to his attention.

Never had thought that this feeling would come back.

The same one that I felt when I first pursue Hyun-Shik.

His hands weave a magic healing to my body. His soft gestures make me feel overwhelmed making my body jumped in surprise. Goosebumps making their way towards my body betraying the immense bars and walls that I've built all these years.

I hate your guts Jungkook. I hate you for being this soft and caring.

I hate this part of myself too. Mad for the grateful attitude I slowly feel towards you.

Mad for depending much for my emotional state.

Being so confusedly mad that my tear sneakily rises from the edges of my eyes. When that tear finally spills I grab onto his front, crying softly, making Jungkook tightens his hug.

God...

Feeling confused and warm at the same time are such rare cases for me. Being this vulnerable when Jungkook is around made me want to just throw myself at him and depend on him.

Deep down, I know that I shouldn't think of this much.

Physical comforts are natural between man and woman.

It's a healthy instinct. The existence of a human being.

That's what Suzanne had said.

But I refuse to believe in that. I'll lose all Jungkook's respect that he had on me. Besides, I'm not used to being chase! I don't even use to sex. I'm still a virgin when I had Hyun-Ki for crying out loud!

Jungkook's Points of View.