Dear Ashton,

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Dear Ashton,

My mum finally said that enough was enough. It's been several months and to stop acting like a child who didn't get to go in the candy shop.

I just can't let you go. She doesn't get that. Yes, you left me behind. But if it were me. I wouldn't have done what you did.

You dropped everything so quickly.

You dropped me with it too.

Like I was never anything.

Maybe my mum has a point.

You see I'd actually talk to my mates and family instead of running off.

That actually pisses me off. You piss me off with that.

I'm not the child, you are.

You're a big boy man child.

I hate you for this. How could you just go and forget about everyone here?

Is Los Angeles that much better than having a simple life with your friends and family?

I sure hope you're making it big like you wanted.

At least one of us will get what we wished for.

I'm mad, but I still love you Ash.

With every single piece of my overly fucked up heart.

Love, Riley.