Dear Ashton,

14.

Dear Ashton,

We all saw you again.

You're on tour? 

That's awesome! The boys and I are so proud of you.

You're killing it, mate!

Michael started a YouTube for us.

We posted our first song on there too! Already at 2,000 views.

It sounds small compared to most people's views, but hey at least we're getting recognized and by more than just a handful of people.

We decided to do a cover of 'I Miss You' by BLINK 182.

Luke let me do the lead vocals with him. Calum said he didn't mind and that I did really good! 

I'd tell you to go check it out, but you don't even know about anything I've written you. 

I haven't been sad in a while now Ash. But there's times I really wish you'd come home. 

I'm not sure what I want to feel anymore. I want to stay in love with you.

But how do you stay in love with someone who walked away from you and started a whole new life for himself?

Exactly. Its hard.

Calum said that if you really loved me, you would've stayed or at least tried to stay in touch. Michael and Luke both agreed too.

I'm not entirely sure if they said that just to make me feel better or to help me understand I can't hold onto a love that is one-sided forever.

They all love you Ash, and I do too. 

Baby, you're still my whole world.

I just think it might be time to be happy with my small town and still be able to keep my world there.

If that makes sense.

I gotta go, Luke has an idea for a new song. Its an original so it should be fun.

Love, Riley. 

XXX