Dear Ashton,

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Dear Ashton,

Luke and I have been together for 2 months now, and you have 2 months left of your tour. 

He's been staying at my flat with me since my hospital incident and my mum's happy to see me smiling and laughing again.

I love Luke. 

Luke loves me.

He kisses me every chance he gets, and the butterflies are there. The sweet twist in my stomach burns through and I can't help but smile every time.

We've slept together multiple times now. 

It's so different compared to how me and you were. You were rough and kinky, and loving at times. You were 'daddy' and I was 'kitten'.

But Luke is gentle and he has this dominating side that is just incredible.

I stopped comparing you guys relationship wise, but I just wanted you to know the difference.

I changed my hair back, like I said I would.

I like the brown. But I miss the red, kinda.

I'm sorry for the short letter, but I have to get ready for practice at the boys flat.

Love, Riley

x