Dear Ashton,

13.

Dear Ashton,

I hung out with the boys today.

I felt happy again. For the first time in such a long while.

Calum gave me a piggy back ride all around the house, and then into the yard.

He jumped into the pool with me still on his back.

Jesus Ash, it was scary. But it was also so much fun.

Michael and Luke attempted to cook dinner and when the house nearly burned down we all just agreed to go out.

We ate at this new little pizza shop that opened up called Nimarco's. 

The pizza was actually really good. Luke insisted to buy my food too.

He's been really kind Ash. I never realized how sweet he really was. 

I guess I was always just infatuated with you and everything to do with you.

I still miss you, but I think with the boys help and Luke's I can move on. 

I can be happy again. 

We all decided to start writing again, but I'd be taking your place. Lyric and vocal wise. Maybe on the drums too, we haven't figured how long it'll take me to play it like you.

You only taught me 'the basics' as you said. 

Well I'll write you soon. 

I love you.

Love, Riley xxx