Dear Ashton,

15.

Dear Ashton,

Luke has been staying round mine a lot lately.

I've gotten to know him a lot more and he's a really good guy.

He's got the prettiest blue eyes. And his lip ring? Everytime he's nervous I noticed he likes to twist it between his forefinger and thumb. 

Its really adorable. 

But when he smiles and his dimples poke out. Its beyond cute. 

It reminds me of you. 

I feel bad spending so much time with Luke, but I'm sure you don't feel bad spending time with "I'm Miss Blonde and Perfect."

So then I forget about you. For a while.

Only when Luke cuddles me and when we just spend time in general. Even with the boys.

You'd think that it would be harder but I think time has done us all good and we're slowing recovering with the help of one another.

Oh, I almost forgot about the song! 

Calum decided to call it, "She Looks So Perfect."

Luke helped him out, and by that I mean he did most of the work lol (:

I'll write the lyrics for you. Its actually a really good song. I love it.

She Looks So Perfect

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey

Simmer down, simmer down

They say we're too young now to amount to anything else

But look around

We worked too damn hard for this just to give it up now

If you don't swim, you'll drown

But don't move, honey

You look so perfect standing there

In my American Apparel underwear

And I know now, that I'm so down

Your lipstick stain is a work of art

I got your name tattooed in an arrow heart

And I know now, that I'm so down

Hey! Hey, hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey

Let's get out, let's get out

'Cause this deadbeat town's only here just to keep us down

While I was out, I found myself alone just thinking

If I showed up with a plane ticket

And a shiny diamond ring with your name on it

Would you wanna run away too?

'Cause all I really want is you

You look so perfect standing there

In my American Apparel underwear

And I know now, that I'm so down

I made a mix-tape straight out of '94

I've got your ripped skinny jeans lying on the floor

And I know now, that I'm so down

Hey! Hey, hey, hey hey

Hey, hey, hey, hey

You look so perfect standing there

In my American Apparel underwear

And I know now, that I'm so down

Your lipstick stain is a work of art

I got your name tattooed in an arrow heart

And I know now, that I'm so down

Hey! Hey, hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey

You look so perfect standing there

In my American Apparel underwear

And I know now, that I'm so down (hey!)

Your lipstick stain is a work of art

I got your name tattooed in an arrow heart

And I know now, that I'm so down

There it is. I hope you like it.

Love, Riley.

xx