Dear Ashton,

6.

Dear Ashton,

You're still gone.

I blame myself more and more everyday.

How could I tell you to give up you're dream? How could I tell you you'd never make it if you left?

I was wrong. I was so so so wrong.

You deserve this babe.

Baby, you deserve every bit of it.

I was so scared I'd loose you if I told you to go and live out your dream. But here I lost you by telling you you'd never be accepted for it.

I'm so sorry, my love.

You're my life and I never should've doubted you.

Love, Riley.