Is it Worth the Pain?

Starve

And there, on Alex's phone, was a picture of me in the locker room. Shirtless and bra- less. As soon as I saw the picture, my heart dropped to my stomach. My heart stopped beating. I couldn't breath. I stood up slowly as my eyes started tearing up and ran out of the theater as I heard the other boys from my school laughing.

I ran out the door, ran past the parking lot, and ran home. I turned my phone all the way off at the movies so I turned it on at home. 2 missed messages. I unlocked my phone and I saw the picture of me in the locker room. I started crying harder and harder. I couldn't stop. I was like an eternal water fall of tears. The next text was this

"Hey Maya! It's Lexi ;) don't worry, I only sent this to everyone in the school. Here, in the picture, I present to you the fattest, ugliest, dumbest creature to ever live. Do everyone a favor and either starve or kill yourself. Both would be fine with me. Bye loser. Hope you die"

I can't even begin to say how sad I was. I couldn't see because of my tears. I couldn't breath because of my sadness. I couldn't think because of my confusion. I wanted to die. I cried myself to sleep more than usual and carried on. I'm going to school tomorrow, I'm going to be strong, I'll be ok.

Hey guys. Sorry this was kinda short but I'm working on the next one right now. I just wanted to say thank you for reading this. Ily all <3