Harry left this morning. He was here for one night, then he had to get back to lectures. I wish he had stayed longer though.
I am currently at school, waiting for my English teacher to give back an important exam. Yes, my actual English teacher, not Rose.
I feel myself getting nervous as she passes through the students. They all exchange looks and glances, trying to see how much their classmates got. I was pretty confident during the test, I am not anymore.
When my copy is left on my table I gasp. I got a C.
I'm not the type of girl to get angry over grades but why is it so low? This exam was important for uni. I roll my eyes and fall back asleep, disappointed in myself. I should ask the teacher if I can do anything to replace or get a better grade.
"You got a C?" Zack says, looking over me. He's one desk behind me.
"Yeah." I simply say
"The average grade in the class is D. Don't worry too much." He taps on my shoulder in a friendly way but I don't answer to him. I'm too mad.
When the bell finally rings, I go to my locker and take my stuff for my next class, maths. Feeling bored and lonely as always, I find myself thinking about Rose. I smile. What we have is so unique and exciting when I think about this without overthinking. I used to think this only happens in books or movies ; it still feels unreal.
I focus on getting to my classroom and shake the thoughts out of my head. It's a technique I have developed to keep myself from overthinking.
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I head to my locker quickly, excited about the day finally being over. I take the stuff I need and put it in my bag, hurrying to my car.
I stop in my tracks seeing a red head woman texting next to her car. What is Rose doing here?
I quickly hide behind a basement, so she doesn't see me. I want to know what is going on. Is she here for me? If she was, I feel like she would have texted. Maybe a surprise?
After waiting for a couple of minutes that seemed like hours, I see her smiling up to someone. A girl enters her car. My heart breaks.
I have seen this girl a couple of times around school. She is good looking, I don't even know her name. Why is she going into Rose's car?
I remember what happened with Alissa a couple of months ago. What are they doing? The worst ideas cross my mind.
I breathe deeply and make sure her car is leaving the school parking lot before going out as well. Once I can't see it anymore, I make my way to my car.
I feel like this huge lump in my throat has been created as I try not to burst in tears. I thought Rose and I were special. My chest hurts and my eyes get watery. I want to go hide and sleep forever. I don't want to see Rose, but I want her to feel sorry for the horrible situations she put me through.
Is this what it feels like to be heart broken?
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Attraction (GirlXGirl)
Romance"You're the weak one, Rose. You're the one that doesn't dare to come close to me. You're the one that's so lost that no matter how much you have been longing for my love, you aren't willing to come near by fear of getting hurt."
