desire ~ lrh

5*

i woke up on the other side of the bed. before you ask, yes i texted my mom. i wasn't about to give up this newly made 'relationship' with luke because i got grounded for pissing off my mom.

luke's light snores filled the room. i shifted under the comforter and yawned, stretching out my arms. i felt still a bit sore but not as much as yesterday which was nice. i got up, brushed my teeth and fixed my hair before coming back to luke still sleeping. i remembered how everyone always said luke was a dragon in the morning, so i wanted to let luke sleep. i did however pick up his t-shirt and slip it on because i was not in the mood to put on my jeans and a crop top.

i went on my phone for a while and the inner psychotic fan in me wanted to take a picture of him sleeping, but i knew that could end very badly so i resorted to staring at him in awe until he stirred.

"morning." i said awkwardly. luke nodded at me and wiped his eyes with his fists. he seemed so much softer and more innocent when he woke up. he had no attitude yet and his hair fell delicately on his forehead.

"i need to piss." he blurted and went to the bathroom. i laughed lightly and leaned against the headboard until he came back out, his bottom half covered with pajama pants.

i fiddled with my fingers and asked, "are you going to the studio today?"

"no, we have a day off." he shook his head and kept his back to me as he flickered through different t.v. channels. i sat there mindlessly as he did so, flipping my phone around until it buzzed.

mom
remember about my training next month. make sure you make arrangements with allison or someone to stay with and a way to get to school.

i smiled widely at the possibilities of that week being better spent with luke than allison. i crawled over to him and tried to hide my smile so i didn't look so excited.

"how long are you staying in new york?" i wondered.

luke shrugged, "indefinitely until we finish the album. they wanted a 'change in scenery' to get us more inspired."

"well, my mom has a business training thing for a week next month if you're still around." i said nonchalantly.

luke looked over at me with a wicked grin, "that'll be fun. i get to keep you locked away in here all day then."

i giggled and placed a hand on his chest, keeping our distance and responded with, "not entirely. i still have to go to school."

"just ditch." he suggested.

"i can't." i objected softly. "at least not every day. my mom will find out because if i miss too many days, they'll call her."

"being a kid sucks." he turned back to the television.

"i'm not a kid." i refuted.

"compared to me you are." he responded easily. i didn't know why but i felt offended. maybe because i knew he was using me for purely sexual desires, which i didn't care about, but after that, he still has the nerve to call me a child.

"i don't think children do what i do." i snapped angrily, moving away from him. luke turned back to glance at me and snickered.

"look how you're behaving." he gestured to the way i was glaring at him while sitting cross legged with my arms crossed.

"i'm not a child." i repeated.

"yeah, okay." luke rolled his eyes and continued to watch whatever show he put on. "we have fun together but i'm not in the mood to deal with immaturity so if that's what you're used to doing then you can find another schoolboy to play around with."

my jaw dropped open at his audacity. he made it seem like i was chasing him when he initiated it first and i came yesterday at his request. and then on top of that, he thought of me as some little girl when in reality he was only a few years older than me.

an idea popped into my head that i knew was a hit or miss, but i decided to run with it anyways. soundlessly, i removed his t-shirt to reveal my naked body and moved closer to him. i wrapped my arms around him from behind and pulled him down to lay flat against the mattress. luke's eyebrows raised in surprise before his gaze travelled down my whole body and his eyes noticeably darkened.

i went in front of him and pulled down his pants and boxers agonizingly slow. luke propped himself up on his elbows and began breathing slightly heavier than before as he became aroused. i took his member in my hand and got him hard so fast it was almost comical.

with a sweet smile, i opened my mouth and put him inside, swirling my tongue around his shaft. the gasp that came out of luke's mouth almost made me unravel but i kept it together and focused on pleasuring him. luke moaned quite loudly as i took him deeper, making my eyes water. i had never actually done this before but it seemed to be going well so i kept doing what i was doing, though i was sure luke had girls do this way better to him.

suddenly, against my own desire but following my plan, i pulled away and licked my lips sweetly, standing up. luke looked so confused, it made me laugh as i ran my fingers through my hair.

"i haven't finished." he pointed out, pointing to his hard on.

i smirked and responded, "i know, but remember i'm immature and this is what immature people do."

luke sat there with red cheeks and his jaw slightly open as he debated on what to do. i decided to continue acting as feisty as i could while he was so vulnerable because unless i did it now, things would quickly return to normal: luke being the dominant and aggressive person he is.

i climbed onto him and straddled his lap, careful not to touch his lower half and pressed kisses down his neck. his breathing was ragged and deep as he tried to control himself.

"or i could let you finish." i proposed to him.

"what's the catch?" he strained out, clenching his eyes shut in pain. i liked seeing him like this. i liked being in charge.

"you just have to do as i say." i told him.

"fine, fuck!" he gave in. i giggled and rubbed myself against him, making us both moan as i got wet. it didn't take long so i lowered myself onto him and began bouncing up and down on his lap. luke's hands went on my hips, but i made sure he was not guiding me as i went.

"i want you to say my name." i instructed.

"fucking hell, natalie." he grumbled but i shook my head in protest.

"louder, luke." i demanded.

"natalie." he groaned louder than before.

"louder, just like how you like me to do." i ordered.

"natalie!" he repeated, slightly louder.

"or i could just stop.." i trailed off.

luke didn't allow me to get off but he did open his mouth and nearly scream, "natalie!"

my jaw dropped open at his volume, which was so hot to me that i went faster and faster until i felt him release and i followed right after. i fell onto his clammy chest and laid my cheek on his heart, feeling it pounding wildly.

"fuck, that was so hot." luke commented. i laughed and continued lay on him as he moved to look at me. his infamous smirk returned as he said, "if you always get like that when you're mad, maybe i'll have to piss you off more often."