desire ~ lrh

9*

"remember to keep your elbows off the table. say 'please' and 'thank you.' take a shower every night and smile. i know they've known you forever, but be kind to them. make me proud, okay? get to school on time."

i rolled my eyes as my mom pestered me for the millionth time as we stood next to her taxi that was going to drive her to the airport. i adored my mom, but she needed to calm down.

"mom, i'm not a rude kid. i'll be fine, i promise." i told her, laughing and opening my arms for a hug.

"it'll only be a week." she reminded me. "i love you. make good choices."

"i love you, too." i avoided the promising to make good choices because i clearly had no idea of doing so. instead of dwelling on that, i pulled back and ushered, "now, go. you don't want to miss your flight."

"you're right. i love you." she said again. i repeated the words back to her and waved goodbye as the taxi drove off.

i watched the small yellow cab turn the corner and disappear into the swarm of new york city traffic. almost right after it did, another car pulled right in front of me. i raised my eyebrows as luke stepped out of the driver's seat.

"were you just waiting for her to leave?" i bit back a smile. he leaned against the car and smirked.

"yeah, i've been here for twenty minutes. i thought she'd never leave." he chuckled. i shook my head and watched as he came around the vehicle. he pulled me to him and pressed me against the door.

"i still need to get my bags." i pointed out.

"shh." he hushed before cupping my cheeks and slipping his tongue in my mouth. i placed my hands on top of his and allowed him to do whatever he wanted to me. i felt waves of pleasure flood my body, but for some reason, ethan popped into my mind.

i pulled back from luke and said, "we've got a whole week to do this. let me grab my things."

i ran back to my apartment and grabbed my things. i had two bags of clothes and my school backpack. luke was already in the car and was fixing his hair in the mirror. he popped the trunk and i rolled my eyes before hobbling to the car and placing them inside.

"you could have helped me." i huffed when i got into the passenger seat.

"i'm letting you stay with me." luke said.

"your point?" i challenged, quirking an eyebrow.

luke rolled his eyes and warned, "don't start with me."

i scoffed but stayed quiet as he pulled away. he played music on the radio and sang along while i stared out the window. i forced myself not to look at him since i was already swooning at the sound of his voice and his fingers tapping against the wheel.

when we got to the hotel, i carried my bags up again and forced luke to take one. he gave me such a hard time about it and literally complained the entire way up, as if i filled the bag with bricks.

"you know," i said once we were inside. "i know we aren't friends or anything, but the least you can do is not be an asshole."

"sorry." he said mockingly. i turned away and put my bags down right as luke's hand slipped around my waist. he began to pepper kisses down my neck, teasingly nipping at my skin. i hummed in appreciation and moved so he could have better access.

"luke." i moaned.

"think about it, babe. it's just gonna be us. every day." he whispered in my ear. he suddenly picked me up, which made me squeal before he threw me roughly on the bed. he laid down against the pillows and said, "i want to try something new. take off your pants."

i obeyed and removed my jeans and underwear, waiting on my knees for him to tell me what to do next. his hand grasped mine as he tugged me to him.

"okay, spread your legs over my face." he instructed.

"what?" i shrieked. there was no way he actually wanted me to do what he was saying. m

"natalie, sit on my face." i squirmed uncomfortably. he rolled his eyes and added, "you don't have to, but it's not as weird as you think."

"okay." i murmured. i wanted to try it but part of me thought it was humiliating. i reminded myself other people do it and all luke was going to be thinking about was the view he was going to get.

luke watched as i moved and sat above him, resting my weight on my knees. his hands grasped my hips and pulled me lower so he could reach me easily.

"ready?" luke asked. i nodded and gasped as he attached his mouth to me. it somehow felt so much better than normal, deeper in a way. luke hit places i didn't even know existed. i couldn't help how loud i was being either. luke seemed to like it as he continued his assault.

"call out to me, babe." he instructed.

"luke." i called, my eyes rolling back in pleasure.

"louder." i could feel his smirk as he forced me to do what i made him do before.

"luke!" i yelled, louder than ever before. luke, in response, became more aggressive and sent me over the edge not long after that. i moved off him and tried to regain control of my breathing while he wiped his mouth.

"see? that was fun, wasn't it?" he snickered.

"it was fine." i shrugged.

"just fine?" he cocked his head to the side jokingly.

"just fine." i confirmed.