Terrance is a college freshman who pretty much kept to himself. He did everything either alone or with the one friend he has made at school. He wasn't very social and didn't get out much; that is until one day he meets Connor, an adventurous college...
After smoking about 2-3 blunts, Connor and I sat for a while longer continuing the conversation we were having in the lyft.
I learned so much about him during the convo.
I had not yet responded to Will's text. I didn't really know what to say, but I was sure that I knew what it was about.
After getting settled in, I had decided why not just respond. I knew that I hate being left in the dark so I wouldn't want to do it to anyone else.
Are you still up?
Within a minute, his response came. Yeah
Come to my room.
I knew that was a mistake, but I wasn't really a texting about things like this kind of person. I preferred to have these conversations face to face.
I laid back in my bed, texting Connor. We enjoyed speaking to each other so much that after he left, we began texting immediately. With him, I felt as if I could talk for hours and never run out of anything to talk about which had been proven by our still ongoing conversation.
A few minutes later, there was a knock on my door.
"It's open!" I yelled just loud enough so the person outside could hear me. I was sure that it was William.
Just as I had predicted, his tall, caramel figure made its way into my room.
"Hey" he said awkwardly. I responded with a head nod.
I patted on a spot on the bed, letting him know that he could have a seat.
"Sooo" I dragged the word out as he had a seat. I could tell that he was struggling to get his words together so I was patient.
"It's about us" he finally got out.
"I figured. What about us?" I asked, now giving him my full attention. Will knew how I felt about him, but it was him who didn't want to take the relationship further so what could he possibly have to say.
"Look" he began. "This is all my fault, us no longer speaking as much as we used to, the awkwardness between us, everything. We used to be so comfortable around each other and there wasn't a free moment that we had that wasn't spent together. I miss that. I miss you.
"There isn't a day that goes by when I am not thinking about you or what we used to have. I realize now that I probably made you feel unwanted or like nothing more than a quick fuck, but it was so much more than that. Truth is, I just didn't know how I'd take the whole being public with a boy. It would have been my first time."
He stopped and took a deep breath. If I didn't know any better, I'd say that he was about to cry.
I, on the other hand, was speechless. Yeah, I had known how William felt about me, but I had never heard him say it.
I still had a weak spot for Will, but I tried to never let it show. I figured that there was no sense in dwelling over someone that I couldn't have or a relationship that wasn't going anywhere, but now it seemed as if all of those feelings were beginning to resurface.
I tried to find words to say, but I couldn't, which resulted in a mini stare off before he spoke up again.
"I know this is probably a lot for you to be taking in right now and I'm willing to wait as long as you need me to, but I'm ready to give us a try.."
Hearing that made me reach my breaking point. "So I'm supposed to just up and give you a chance now because you're ready? That's not fair to me. What about when I wanted it? You seemed to just give up on everything so easily then, so why the change in heart now?"
I hadn't realized that I started to cry until he lifted his hands to wipe my eyes. It seemed as if everything that I had previously felt was all coming back and I was reliving the moment when things first went left.
As much as I wanted to give him another chance, I didn't think that I should. And plus, Connor was now in the picture and I honestly saw it going somewhere. I didn't want anything to mess it up.
I could tell that he didn't have a response. He just sat and looked at me with pleading eyes.
"You should probably go?" I said finally.
"Yeah, you're right. I have to be up early anyways.. for um, this test" he said as he stood up.
He started walking to the door, not even looking back and for some reason I got the urge to stop him.
"Wait!" I called out getting up almost running behind him.
He turned around with hopeful eyes and just as he did, I smashed my lips onto his. I honestly didn't know what had came over me, but something about him actually leaving when I suggested it made me want him to stay.
The kiss deepened as the time passed and eventually I was walking backwards while he led me to my bed.
He pushed me onto the bed and paused for a second, I assume to see if I was sure. I wasn't even sure if this was what I really wanted.
I guess he took my silence as the green light to continue because seconds later he was hovering over me and placed his lips against mine, continuing the kiss.
I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him closer to me and deepening the kiss. My grip loosened as he broke away from the kiss and began to trail his lips down my chin and to my neck.
He started with gently placing kisses under my chin and around my Adam's apple which soon turned into him full blown sucking on my neck.
I began to get overwhelmed with pleasure. Aside from me being attracted to William, he knew exactly what to do to please my body.
My hands gripped the sheets and my legs began to shake. Had it really been that long that my legs were shaking already?
Suddenly, William stopped and I looked up to see that he was handing me my phone. That's where the vibrating was coming from.
I looked at the caller ID and the person calling could not have been more predictable. Of course.
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