Tamed

14

It's been a week.

A horrible week.

No sleep, no eating and no life. I feel like a dead person my dad comes around every now and then to see if I'm okay in my room but he doesn't say much because I have nothing to say back.

This is just horrible.

I sit in my room day after day just looking out my window not doing anything. His name doesn't come up in my mind but is face always does. The tears running down it bring tears to my own eyes and I have to breathe to stop them from coming constantly.

I hear a rustling from outside my window and look over at it there seems to be noises everywhere at the moment I hear them all the time and they always seem to be right outside my window or near where I am standing. I figure it's just animals or something, nothing to worry about.

School starts back tomorrow and I am so not looking forward to that. With the whole no friends thing and then the Him thing. Everything in my life has just seemed to have gone downhill. I went from being a normal girl who went to school to someone who had a werewolf family that had adopted her and a mate who loves me but seems to stop me from living did I forget to mention e was also my dog.

Life is just too difficult right now but aim hoping this school year will be different and I will actually make a friend.

***

I walk through the open school gates breathing in the summer air. I see people bustling around with their school bags on their backs and smile as I watch people hugging after the long Christmas break. I walk around with my head down and look for the classroom I am supposed to be in and wen it is finally found I just stand there alone for the time until the bell goes, just waiting.

When I finally hear the screeching of the bell I set off in search of my ocker and t is immediately found I unpack everything and get ready to walk to class before the person behind me trips and falls. I turn around to see paper all around her and lean down to help her pick everything up.

"Thanks" she says shyly smiling down at her books

"That's ok" I say back equally sh

We fall into an awkward silence so I decide to slip away from the obviously not continuing conversation. I walk in silence to my classroom taking in deep breaths to calm myself down. What if the people are already doing something and I interrupted? What if the Teacher doesn't like me and sends me to the office? What if... But before I can continue I realise I have already arrived at the classroom.

"You must be Alex" a lady standing at the front of the classroom says. I look her up and down taking in her modern style clothes and mousy brown hair. Overall she seems nice.

I nod in reply still looking her up and down "well you may take a seat anywhere" she says gesturing around the classroom. I smile at her and for the first time in ages I feel happy that I have a nice thing in life. That is until I see him. He sits there in his chair watching me with a neutral expression but when he sees me looking her smiles a little. I turn away and look for a chair choosing the one that is furthest from him. I feel his gaze lingering on my neck but I don't turn around to let him know that I can feel his presence. I don't understand why he would do this.

My day continues on like this with him always appearing in places I don't want him to be. The cafeteria, the library even the girl's toilets. No he wasn't inside them but he was standing at the door and I desperately needed them. Sometimes I just wish he would leave me alone just for a little while. I sigh awaiting the final bell to ring and when it does I Rush out of the room like my life is depending on it and right now I feel like it does.