Tamed

16

Sam

[some violence and torture scenes do occur in this chapter. They may be triggering] 

I felt something go wrong. It was like a quake shaking my whole body. From the top of my head right down to my feet. But I couldn't move.

The pain from what Alex did to me is still to strong, I sound like the biggest coward ever and I constantly am reminded of this when Damien comes in to ask if I'm getting out of bed but the answers always no because I just cant stand to live a day without her. 

I haven't told her yet but being away from her isn't only destroying my heart I will eventually die from this.

You see when you get a mate they become your lifeline that is why so many people become rogues after losing their mates because they have gone mad and let their wolf take over all the time. So slowly I am going mad from this process and eventually I will probably die from that.

The fact that she thinks she's bringing me down makes me so sad, she doesn't bring me down at all she brings me up so high I feel like I'm walking in the clouds yet she cant see that she can only see the bad and it makes me so angry to know that is one of the reasons she's gone.

I hope there is another reason that she's keeping from me that we can work through together because to be honest I feel like she's just making up excuses to get me away from her which hurts so much. I wish she was here right now so that I could wrap my arms around her, I just need to see her face. 

I was going around to her house everyday once she got home from school for about a month but seeing her and not being able to touch her and be with her was just making my suffering worse. I need to let her go, I need to accept her decision. If she doesn't want to be around me then I won't be around her. 

I hate not being able to protect her anymore. She could be taken from me at any time and life would just not be the same.

The only time I ever see her anymore is in my dreams so that what I'm going to do. Sleep and dream. 

"Sam" Alex calls out and I see her curled in the corner bloodied and beaten. She doesn't seem to have seen me yet but my name slips from her mouth every few seconds. 

"Alex" I gasp out but she doesn't turn to look at me. It's as if she cant hear me. I try to run to her but my feet seem to be stuck to the ground.

"Sam" she whimpers again but before I can reply a big metal door at one side of the room opens and in comes a man smirking and holding what seems to be a bloody knife.

Alex whimpers and curls smaller into the corner and I look from the man to her suddenly realising what is about to happen. He is going to hurt her.

He grabs her arm and pulls her up. That's when I see the steady stream of tears running down her cheeks.

"What did I say about crying?!" the man spits out before slapping her across the face. She whimpers in pain and I yell out her name trying my hardest to get to her but feet don't budge at all. 

"Because of your little stunt earlier today you will be punished!" What stunt did Alex pull today and why does she have to be punished? By this time I am panicking and using all my strength to try to get to Alex.

The man raises his whip high into the air before pushing Alex to the floor and delivering the first blow. Alex cries out in pain and I yell her name so loud that it pierces my own ears but she can't hear me.

The man continues to deliver blow after blow after blow and after the 10th hit she is out cold but he doesn't stop. I try to turn away but my eyes seem to be glued in that direction and I can't stop watching.