Heaven in this Hell

Five

I can't help. I can't stop thinking about that stupid conversation and about that stupid girl who can be his girlfriend. I am so done! Sometimes... I don't know. I just wanna hit with my head in the wall. It's time to go home, lay down on the bed and hear Metallica or Marilyn Mason, I don't know. It's not raining! Cool! Before going home I go to the beach and hear the sea, sit on the sand and think. I really need to think about this my shitty life, maybe then I can reach a conclusion. I've thought about him, I wish I could know him better but... He has a girlfriend so I have to forget this my stupid idea. 

I am going to the beach, my favorite beach because it is almost a deserted beach and there's almost nobody and that is awesome. I need to know what time it is... shit! I forgot my phone at Starbucks I need to hurry, I don't want to lose my phone! 

I am running so fast, I am coming my sweet phone! Starbucks! Here we go! My phone still here, cool. Shit! I went against one girl!

- "Shit I am sorry, I didn't see you!"  -  I said.

- " Oh, no problem, It was my fault!" -  She said.

- " You are the girl who were with the boy that talked with me, aren't you?" -  I am sure of it! I need to know why she was laughing at me.

- " Yes, I am and I was looking for you. I need to talk with you." -  She said with a sad face almost crying, what the hell is happening?

- "Sure. We can go to my home if you want." - Now, I am worried. I don't why and probably I shouldn't but I am worried.

- " Yes , if you don't mind. It is really important." 

- "Let's go, my home is near." 

I am trying to understand what made her want to talk with me. It doesn't make any sense. Anyways, we are almost coming home. I hope that my sick face don't scare her. 

- "Come in!"  -  I said.

- "Thanks! Look I don't what to bother you.."

- "You are not bothering me. Sit down... Tell me... " - I hope that is not a joke because I don't have time for games.

- "Please, be careful." - What the fuck? What do I have to be careful?

- "Oookkkaayy... Can you explain me why?"  

- "Look, that guy... Henry..." - Who the fuck is Henry?

- "Henry?" 

- "Yes, the guy you saw me with. Be careful" - This is getting scary.

- "Why?"

- "Because he... can be... sometimes... he..." 

- "Yes?"

- " He rapes me." - What? I shall not be listening well.

- "What? Are you kidding me?"

- "Do you think... I am kidding?" - She stood up and took off the sweater. What a beautiful body... but... oh my god she has wounds and cuts all over her body.

- "oh my god, sorry! I am so sorry!"

- "Don't be. I am here only to warn you. I fell in love with him! I love him! he started with me the same way he is starting with you. I don't want you to be another victim of him! He starts to look amazing, sweet with that beautiful smile and we fall with love with him! Is instantaneous!  I really hope that my warning can help you somehow. I can love him but I hate him at the same way. Impossible right? Now, you know the story so, please, I beg you, be careful!" - I can't believe. I almost fell in love with him, now, I just hate him, he is disgustion, he is trash. Poor girl, I can't imagine what she has suffered.

She sat down and started crying. 

- "Oh please, don't cry... I don't know how to calm you down... I am suck at this, sorry!" - I couldn't help, see her crying is breaking my heart so I hold her close and kissed her forehead. 

- "I need to ask you something." - She said crying.

-  "Sure, ask..." 

- " I am living with him, I don't what to live with that monster anymore. Can I stay with you just tonight? 

- "Sure, you can stay here, I sleep on the couch." - I am holding her, she is calming down and she is falling asleep. I can't stop thinking how can people be like this. It's so unfair. I don't want to wake her up so, I'll stay here holding her until she wakes up. I am getting sleepy... I am falling asleep too...