Head over Heels 3| j.b

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I sat on the bed on the bed as months passed, here I am happy to see my wedding day. I heard a knock on the door, seeing Kathy and Lucy.

"Hey, big day. This is what you've been waiting for all along right?" Kathy asks.

"Yeah. She's six months pregnant, figured we'd get married before the baby comes. I mean, until he comes. Thanks for helping out with the wedding."

"It's the least we could do. Listen all of that Derek stuff is over, alright. You are getting married to Adrian; you should be happy about that. Be happy."

"I am happy; it's just- I don't know. It's not her; I think I'm the problem. No matter how many time she convinces me they have nothing going on, the more I don't believe it. She's not cheating on me. I know that I just stay up sometimes when I can't sleep and want to tell her to go for it with Derek. She loves him; he loves her."

"Okay and she loves you, and you love her. Doesn't matter. This is your day; you're starting over, don't let whatever happened in the past get to you or put negative thoughts in your head. She chose you; she knows who she wants to be with and that's you. I know it's confusing and difficult dealing with this love triangle thing but, he barely talks to her. They only talk about Audrey, and it's just about Audrey, nothing else. You have nothing to worry about. Hey, stop stressing. You're becoming a family, Justin. If you thought breaking up with her just so she could be with Derek would be the right thing to do, then you're wrong. It doesn't always make a person happy, think about it. Give yourself a break; you deserve it. You look handsome by the way. I can't wait for you to see Adrian, she's so cute along with the bump, I literally almost cried. She's a lucky girl; she's dumb as hell if she loses you. Don't be nervous; it's almost the end. Just think about your dream, about losing her, love her like it'll be the last time you'll ever see her again. And, I gave her the same talk by the way."

"Thanks," I said, she nods and smile.

"You're welcome. Despite all the negative, bitchy shit that comes out of my mouth, she's yours. Officially yours, she would've left already if she wanted to be with Derek. See you out there; love you asshole."

"Love you too Kathy," I replied. I sighed and got up going outside, meeting up with everyone. "Hey mom, glad you could make it."

"Of course wouldn't miss it. I'm happy you and Adrian got back together, you deserve each other. You know how much I love her; she's so amazing."

"I know. She loves you too. Have you spoken to Jeremy?"

"Yeah. He thinks you hate him, so he didn't come. But he did give me something for you to give Adrian. It's a charm bracelet, gorgeous too. He loves you, Justin. He's trying to change."

"Wow, trying. Anyway, tell him I said thanks. It's beautiful."

"Are you still worried about, you know?"

"No. We're getting married and starting fresh, I don't want my insecurities to get in the way of anything so, he will be here with his fiancé, I accept that he still loves her because I remember that person was me when they were dating. I have to let that go, Adrian's beautiful, shouldn't surprise me if he's still in love with her but, I can't do anything or tell anyone how to feel. My son is on his way into this world and, I want to be a different person than I am now."

"You are different. You've grown up so much, been through so much. You deserve to be happy with the woman you love. Where are you two going for your honeymoon?"