Head over Heels 3| j.b

you give me purpose.

All I could do was think about Kathy. I couldn't stop, was I starting to have feelings for her? Or is it just lust I'm craving. I began texting her, hoping she wouldn't be too busy to reply. I wanted to see her tonight before she headed to bed. I sat at the dinning room table waiting for her to read the message as Adrian and Audrey started decorating her pumpkin. "Come by around 10." Kathy texts back. I smiled and responded.

"Wow, Kathy's putting a smile upon your face?" Adrian asks. "You really like her don't you?"

"I don't know. It just happened so quickly and..I honestly just want to have sex."

"Don't use her for sex Justin. I mean that's if she wants it to be that."

"I'm not using her, we're just friends with benefits I guess. You think she likes me?"

"I don't know I haven't talked to her since the party. Listen you have my blessing if you want to go out with her, she's lonely, and so are you. But, please be careful. She's not ready for kids. Are you wearing protection?"

"No. I promise I'll start using. I just got carried away the first couple of times. I haven't been inside another woman since I left, and..I think that's why I'm doing this. Maybe she's doing it because she hasn't had a guy in a long time. I asked her what if we were exclusive, and..she just shrugged her shoulder. I don't think she wants to be in a relationship."

"Probably not, maybe she just wants to have sex with you isn't that what you want."

"I don't know what I want. She acts completely different around me. She's not a bitch, she's still a little sarcastic here and there but I'm used to it. I might turn out to have feelings for her in the end. I don't want things to get weird for you."

"Things won't get weird. I still think it's funny but..hey, I can't tell you who and who not to date. We're not together anymore and...you deserve someone like Kathy. She'll take care of you. She's a good girl, she just went through a lot with her parents."

"I know. What am I suppose to do?" I asked.

"I don't know, only you and Kathy know that. Does Derek know?"

"Yeah, he laughed too. But I mean Kathy isn't that bad. I can handle her."

"Aw, I think you do like her. You're just afraid to admit it. We could start double dating, if you two go out. But Kathy may not want that. She thinks I'm pissed off at her for sleeping with my ex but I really don't care. I think it's cute. If you two are happy with each other, I can't do anything about it. How's the sex?"

"It's no different. It's how we used to have sex."

"Well you're going to make her fall in love with you. How is she?"

"She's okay. I've never had sex with someone who's bisexual so..I don't know. The good thing is maybe she could agree to a three some." I laughed.

"Seems like you'll be living the life. Please be careful."

"I will, I will. She's on birth control anyways. I may have accidentally came inside of her but, it's all good. She wasn't freaked out about it...she felt..good. And I can't stop thinking about it..is that bad?"