If I was deeply honest. Only two people mattered to me In my life.
And that was Emily and Mr Blake.
And that's why if anything happened to either of them I wouldn't be able to live with myself.They were the only people who fully understood me and were willing to stay by my side throughout everything.
They were the ones who kept the thread holding me up from breaking.
They weren't the ones who sat there, just watching me break apart.
No, they supported me. Held me up. Picked up my broken pieces and mended them together
They were the reason I was still standing.
The real reason.
The first time I met both of them I was a bitch. A complete bitch, yet they decided to stay with that and helped me change. And I'm so glad they did. There wasn't ever a way to show them how thankful I was, but I was lucky to have them in my life.
And I felt so bad for putting them through so much, they always told me it was nothing and they didn't mind at all but I still felt bad.
My priority for them was to just always be there for them.
But I had no idea what I was getting them into this time. How big it was going to be. Especially Mr Blake.
Fuck.
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Untying a knot (falling in love): MATURE CONTENT
عاطفية** smut, strong language, triggering scenes such as self harm and abuse ** I wrote this story like 3 years ago when I was a cringey angsty little teenager so yeah. I'll probably rewrite it into something better when I have time. Lmk if I should kee...