Broken Hearts and New Beginnings... Book 1

CH 4 The start of my new life

Pic of Hunter

Danny POV

It's been a month since I was banished and rejected, the pain is still there but it's not as bad as it was.

I made my way across the country to Oregon and I met this awesome kid Hunter, he is so funny, and he is part of a wolf pack and he brought me to meet the Alpha and they accepted me into their pack after I explained what had happened that dreadful day.

They don't know about the abuse I went through but that's ok. I will tell them eventually when I'm ready. Everyone is so nice here. No one picks on me or beats me, I still get scared and jumpy around loud noises and when I mess up I cover my head and face and wait for a hit but it never comes, they ask me why I do that but I can't tell them, not yet.

I have been here for a week now in the pack house and let's just say I am spoiled here compared to my old pack house. Hunter has been an awesome friend, it's like the minute we met, we were meant to be friends. He's like me in a way, he's a small kid with brown hair and blue eyes. He's not at all shy though, that boy has a mouth on him and tells off the higher rank wolves like he doesn't care.

He set me up a Facebook and Instagram and a snapchat. I am friends with a lot of people from the pack and in town already. We're at Starbucks and I have found I love the taste of their coffee. I have never had coffee before but damn I love theirs. I get something new each time and I haven't found one yet I don't like. We're sitting in a booth just talking.

"So, how are you liking it here so far Danny?" Hunter asked me.

"I like it, it's a lot better than my old pack. I feel at home here, safe."

"Is the rejection and that shit the only reason you left? I mean you could have stayed in VA, but you came all the way out here, why?" I sighed and took a drink of my coffee.

"Well no your right, I could have stayed there if I wanted to. Bought a house and just lived there and found a new pack but I couldn't. I wanted out of that state and as far away from there as possible. My ex-father and a lot of the pack members would beat me daily, most of the time to the point where I'd pass out. I have had broken ribs, broken hands, arms and leg. I have had so many concussions that I'm lucky I don't have brain damage. I had to cook every day for 300 members and clean, daily. I was only fed a piece of bread and water once a week. I wasn't allowed to eat at school either. My life there was hell, I wanted to die and when I would pass out, I had hoped I didn't have to wake up to go through it all again. I was raped so many times that I don't even like being touched, I am scared to go to sleep at night because of nightmares. I hated my life that I wanted to just say fuck it and cut my wrist with the razor I had but shortly after that thought I found my mate and he rejected me and banished me and I accepted the rejection and went to the bank and found my mom left me a lot of freaking money and went to the mall ate brought clothes and shit I needed and went to a hotel got a room spent a few days there and just left. I planned a trip to come out here, but I wasn't expecting to become part of another pack. I still fear they will find me and make me come back there. No one there can cook, and they don't clean. I don't give a shit if they can't, if they treated me better, I would have stayed after the rejection if I wasn't banished. Now they all can go to hell for all I care. I don't like a single person in that pack. I had no friends there, no one talked to me, no one paid me any attention no one even looked at me. Only time was to get beat."

"Damn dude that's horrible. I'm so sorry. I'm glad your away form there now and here with us. We are like a family, we treat all pack members the same, gay straight mate or mate less, it doesn't matter. A lot of pack members are gay, and they are treated the same as everyone else. You are accepted the way you are here, you have no reason to fear anything here. We got your back." Hunter said and he smiled at me.

"Thank you. I would like to talk to Alpha Mike and see if I can start training, maybe get some muscle at least. I don't know if I even have a wolf since I haven't shifted yet, but I at least want to get stronger. I am to skinny and have hardly any muscles. I have been doing sit ups and push-ups in my room, but I want to train with them if I can."

"Hell yea dude, we can train you."

"Awesome. Want to head back, it's getting late and I'm tired."

"Sure, come on." We stood up and left.

"I can't believe you have this car, it's a nice freaking car dude."

"I know, it was my mom's. I miss her. She was the only person who ever loved me." I said sadly. He just nodded and smiled, and we got in and I pulled out of the parking spot and went home.

We got out of the car and went inside. I saw Mike and went up to him.

"Alpha Mike?"

"Hey little dude what's up?" he asked and smiled down at me.

"I was wondering if I could train with you guys? I want to get stronger even if I don't have a wolf yet." I looked up at him and had a pleading look.

"Of-course. Join us tomorrow at seven outside in shorts and a tank top and tennis shoes. Eat a small breakfast first alright?"

"Yes sir. Thank you." I said smiling and he chuckled and ruffled my hair.

"You're welcome. Go to bed, got an early morning."

"Ok, good night see you tomorrow!" I said happily and went up to my room. I stripped when I got into my bathroom and got a shower and about twenty minutes later, I got out and dried off and put boxers on and got into bed with a smile on my face, but I didn't go to sleep. I can't seem to sleep; the nightmares take over when I do but seems it can't be helped because I feel my eyes getting heavy.