Broken Hearts and New Beginnings... Book 1

CH 17 Where are you?!

Small time jump (3 months)

Tommy POV

"Where the hell is my son?!"

Alpha Mike roared at the open air, making everyone whimper and shake. Danny was taken three months ago when he went to town to get supplies for the trip, we were taking to V.A. When he didn't come back that night, we knew something was wrong. Alpha Mike, Hunter, Mason and I went to town to see his car was in front of a jewelry store.

He didn't mention going to one, so it was a shock to see his car parked there. I went into the store and showed the owner a picture of Danny and he told me he was there buying a pair of gages which I thought was strange as he has so many but the owner told me he was looking for a pair for a guy he was dating and showed me a pair of the ones he had bought. I found the box they were in on the side walk along the wall and opened it and saw they were the ones he had bought for me. I broke down crying as I held them close to my chest.

We have had no luck in finding him, our best tracker lost his scent as soon as he picked it up. They masked it somehow. We have word out to all the high rank wolves that are local about what happened, and they are even searching for him.

Alpha Mike was so furious he went to the cells and killed James, he tore into him until there was nothing left. It was scary to witness that. He is in pain and needed a way to release that pain and James was his target as James had caused his son a whole lot of pain. He hasn't been the same since Danny had been taken, none us were to be honest. Raine has been depressed and doesn't talk much.

He doesn't even want to go on a run, only time he comes out of his depression is when we are on the lookout for Danny, searching anywhere we can.

"Sir, we don't know. No one has gotten back to us yet about anyone seeing anything regarding Danny." One of my warriors had said making Alpha Mike howl in pain.

His howling caused all of us to return the howl and it was so heart breaking. My mate is out there somewhere alone, who knows what they are doing to him.

I haven't been able to sleep much and only am able to eat very little, I am so lost without him by my side. I promised him I would always be there for him and he went out on his own.

I should have gone with him or had someone go with him but he's always been out, and nothing has ever happened to him before so I didn't think anything would.

I sleep in his bed every night and cry myself to sleep with Hunter and Mason by my side. We are always together, poor Hunter, him and Danny have gotten really close since he got here, and they are like brothers. Well they are since the Alpha and Luna adopted him, so he is their family on paper and in their hearts.

Hunter has been searching more than anyone else, he went out for a month looking with Mason and came back with a defeated look and he looked like he was so lost.

I feel like I'm just passing the days on auto pilot without him here. I hope we get word on something soon because I don't know how much longer I can go without him. He is part of my soul, my other half, my true soul mate, not just my mate so it's affecting me on a whole other level without him. 'I will find you Danny, don't give up my love.' I think that all the time and I will find him, no matter what it takes, I would give my life if it means having him home and safe.

"Where are you Danny? Give us a sign, give us a whimper through mind link, something to let us know you are ok, that you are alive, that you are still with us, please my love. I can't bare the thought of not having you in my life. I need you." I sobbed into his pillow, breaking down because being strong right now isn't something I'm capable of being. I feel like I am dying and can't breathe without him. I feel two pairs of arms around me, trying to comfort me as I sob like a baby, but I don't care, I miss and need my mate, my soul mate. I feel myself getting tired and fall asleep hugging his other pillow to my chest and let the world fade. In my dreams I'm still able to be with him and that is at least peaceful, and no pain involved. The dreams are nice, we're cuddling on the couch watching a movie, we're out on a date, we're in bed making sweet love, we're expecting a baby, we're raising a baby together, we're married, we're happy and have a good life. I want to make my dreams come true, I just need my beautiful angel with me so I can make those dreams come true.

'Don't give up angel, don't give up. I will find you.'