Broken Hearts and New Beginnings... Book 1

CH 16 How does it feel?

Danny POV

The smell of James blood filled the room as I looked at his new wounds on his body. He was barley awake from the loss of blood, but I have ways to keep him awake. I grabbed a bottle of whiskey and took a drink out of it before I poured it on his body, making him scream out. That did it. It's been a week so far and he is still alive, how I have no idea. Not with what has been done to him by me and others. Tommy hasn't laid a hand on him to hurt him, he just stood back and watched me as I was torturing him. What shocked me was one day I came in here and I saw Mason hurting James. That I didn't expect. Hunter was standing back watching him.

"No going to lala land James. You don't get to sleep or pass out. I had to live through everything and so do you." I said and I walked over to the fun table of torture tools, but I decided against that.

"Love?" I said looking at Tommy.

"Yes love?"

I looked behind him to a chair and back at his eyes and he nodded. He went to James and unhooked the chains and dragged James to a chair, it's not just any chair. This chair is made of metal, it also has metal spikes all over it. The back, the seat, the arms and the bottom. Everywhere a body touches. He strapped him into the chair and James screamed out as he felt the spikes on his body. I walked over to him and put my hands on his thighs and pressing down hard, I saw blood dripping down from the back of his thighs as I pushed down. I grabbed a couple clamps before walking to the chair and bent down in front of James. I looked at him and he was quickly passing back out so I being me did not want him to pass out so, I took a clamp and put it on one of his balls, the other on the other one. He screamed a blood curdling scream, making me smile at the sound. I walked back to the table and picked up the jumper cables and went back to James and put one on his nipple, the one I didn't cut off. I put the other one on the chair, on a spike. I turned the jumper machine on low, giving him a little jolt. His body tensed up and his teeth clattered. I turned the machine up some more. I did this as it was all the way up. He was barley holding on, but I stopped. I want him to heal some, so I don't kill him.

"So, James?" I said putting my hand on his chin making him look at me.

"How does it feel to be powerless? How does it feel to go through pain and torture, and you can't do anything about it except take what is being done to you?" I asked looking in his eyes. He of course didn't answer, he is hardly awake to even put a thought together let alone answer. I let go of his chin and took the cables off the chair and him.

"You can stay in the chair until someone else comes in to do whatever. I'm going to go shower and eat a nice meal. Have a lovely night." I said and walked out of the room and Tommy walked out right behind me. He shut the door and made sure it was locked.

"Remind me to never get on your bad side. Damn." He said shaking his head.

"You said you would never hurt me, he deserves this Tommy. Everyone who hurt me is going to suffer, they all deserve it."

"Oh, I agree. I'm just saying I'm never going to get on your bad side. You win all arguments by the way." He said and I chuckled.

"Don't be scared of me, I would never do anything to hurt you like that darlin. I kinda like having you around you know?" I teased and he took me in his arms and kissed me slow and softly, I moaned and just got lost in the kiss.

"If we keep this up like we have been, I'm going to end up in the cold shower again." I said as we broke the kiss and he chuckled and bit his lip.

"You aren't the only one who has been getting cold showers you know." He said and I felt my face get hot.

"Nah, I don't turn you on that much for you to take cold showers." He scoffed and rolled his eyes.

"You have no idea just how sexy you truly are do you? Just one look from you, one certain look you have that you give me makes me hard and I have to excuse myself." He said looking in my eyes.

"Really?" I asked, that's hard to believe. He nodded and hummed. We walked outside and went inside.

"I need to go to town and go get some supplies for our trip. I won't be gone long and you have training in a few minutes." I said to Tommy.

"Alright, be careful love. Let me know when you get back."

"I will, I'm going to go shower. I will see you later." I kissed him softly and bit his lip as I broke the kiss, causing a growl from him. I smirked and walked away. He grumbled and I chuckled.

I showered and got dressed and grabbed my phone keys and wallet. I should be gone a couple hours, I'm also going to look for something for Tommy. I noticed his gages are never changed so I'm going to get him a new pair, something that screams him. Maybe a colorful pair, to match his neck tattoo. He has been so wonderful to me. He makes me laugh when I want to cry, he makes me smile when I'm sad. He holds me when I want to be left alone, he reassures me that he is never going to leave me or hurt me. He has shown me so much love in the past week and a half that I never have ever felt love like that from anyone like I do from him. Last time I was shown love from someone who meant the world to me was the morning my mama died. I miss her something fierce and it still hurts so much that she isn't here anymore. She was my rock and my world, she had a big heart and was so sweet and kind. I'll see her again one day, just wish it was in person and not in Heaven. 'I love you mama, I hope you're happy wherever you are.' I thought to myself as I drove into town. I went to the grocery store and picked up a 30 pack of water and snacks and a bag of ice, lunch meat bread and soda. Also, a big cooler to put everything in it. I paid and was taking the stuff to my car and go to a jewelry store for Tommy's gift. I hope he likes the gages, the ones I saw online earlier when I was waiting in line caught my eyes and they are adorable. They are doughnuts with color sprinkles.

I have no idea what else to get him. We haven't been together that long so hopefully he likes them.