Broken Hearts and New Beginnings... Book 1

CH 18 I got you

(Time jump another three and a half months so six and a half months total time jump)

Danny POV

Another day of being wherever I am, in a basement or some kind of room with no windows and it smells horrible. I was taken months ago, I have no idea how long I have been here. I was taken because I can have pups, being a male werewolf who can have pups is rare, so these sickos took me, raped me over and over again, tortured me and got me pregnant.

My belly is swollen, and I hurt. I don't show them fear or that I'm in pain. Tommy is the only thing that is keeping me going, hoping he is looking for me, hoping he hasn't given up in searching for me is what keeps me going, hope. I want to be home, but I can't get out of here. I have tried to get out of these chains, I have tried to shift but it's no use.

The chains are silver, and they are thick. I'm stuck to a wall on a thin mattress so at least I can sit down and struggle. A woman comes in once a week to check on the baby, since I got pregnant with this baby, I had to tell her about my other pregnancies and the loss of them, so the sickos have her come check me once a week to make sure the baby is ok.

That doesn't stop them from raping me though, it happens daily, multiple times a day. As long as the baby is ok, they don't care. I refuse to eat, I won't let them get this baby, I'd rather it not live than be taken by them and suffer a life full of pain. It took them a few months to get me pregnant, so I know I have been here at least six, seven months as I am four months along.

I can feel I am slowly slipping away as each day passes and I am trying to hang on, I am trying to make it for my Tommy, but it is hard. It is so hard to fight when my life is over, I have no idea where I am, I have no idea if anyone is close to finding me, I have no idea what tomorrow will bring.

I don't want to give up I don't because I have been through worse but in a way, this is worse as now I have a mate to fight for and all I want to do is go to sleep and not wake up at times.

He has waited a long time for me and I can't give up for him, I must make it through this no matter what they do to me. He at least deserves to say good bye to me before my life is taken from me.

My body is so worn and tired, I have wounds all over and my stomach and butt hurt so bad, I am always bleeding from the rapes and the beatings. They are rogues so they don't care what they do to someone, as long as the baby is ok, they will do whatever they want to me. When I first got here, they injected wolfsbane in my veins, a small amount but enough to make me weak and not able to fight back. I was so weak and sick for weeks from that small amount. They haven't done it since, partly because of the baby.

They have used things on me that should be illegal, and the site of the stuff made me sick instantly. I am so torn and sore that I can't even go to the bathroom, it hurts to much. I don't eat because when it gets digested it just comes out because I'm so torn and stretched that I have no control of my body anymore. I can even feel the baby more, that just makes me sick, I shouldn't be able to feel it, not like that.

I am so tired, I just want to go to sleep but I'm scared to let myself go to sleep for long because I have no idea what they will do to me and if I go to sleep, I am worried I won't wake up when they go to torture me again and wake up when it's to late. I sleep for maybe an hour a day if I'm lucky.

I thought this hell was over, I thought I was able to be happy and live without being in fear of my life when I moved out west, but I was wrong, I was oh so wrong. I let my guard down and now, I'm away from the amazing people that opened their home and hearts to me. I miss them so much, my dad and ma and my brother who have the most amazing hearts in the world. They are the family I have always wanted. They welcomed me into their lives and made me part of the family when they adopted me, that day was one of the best days of my life. It happened rather quick after I got there. They felt I belonged with them, that I was the missing piece to their family. Ma for some reason couldn't have anymore pups after Hunter so when I arrived, they fell in love with me and wanted me to be their son and of course I said yes, I felt loved and safe with them and now, I would give anything to be with them again.

Noises from up stairs brought me back to my horrible reality. There was growling and fighting, it happens a lot with the rogues, so I'm used to it by now. I closed my eyes just wanting the noise to go away. My head hurts along with the rest of my body. I hear the door open and I don't open my eyes because I don't want to see one of the sickos getting ready to do whatever they feel like to me.

I feel someone trying to take the chains off but I'm to weak to open my eyes to see what is going on, the noise form the fight is loud and I feel myself drifting off but a slap to the face makes me open my eyes and I see Tommy in front of me, and Hunter and dad and Mason in the room trying to get me free, trying to get me free. Tommy has tears in his eyes as he holds me in his arms.

"I found you." He whimpered against my neck as he cried and held me in his arms. It felt so good to be in his arms again. I tried to hug him back, but my arms were still chained to the wall.

"Hurry up. he needs medical attention!" Tommy yelled and that was the last thing I heard before darkness took over and I went to sleep.