Broken Hearts and New Beginnings... Book 1

CH 21 Feeling lost with what to do

Tommy POV

Hearing Danny in so much pain kills me, when he started throwing stuff it scared us so we went to see if he was ok and when he yelled more like roared for us to get out, it broke my heart. He is in so much pain that I have no idea how to even begin to help him heal. I can feel his pain and it's horrible. Hearing his wolf howl in pain made Raine whimper and howl along with Riley. People from Chris pack even came running to see what was going on.

"Is he alright?" Chris asked when they entered the waiting room. I shook my head and sat down in a chair and put my head in my hands. Chris sat beside me and put his hand on my back-rubbing circles.

"It's going to take him a lot of time to over come what happened. He went through a great deal and he is lost and hurting. Just be patient with him, he will be ok in time."

"How do you know? You have no idea what he has been through, he was finally coming out of his shell more as time went on, he was mostly himself it seemed. He opened up to us more and he came around to letting us hug him and let Tommy kiss him. Now he is going to be back to how he was before, even worse now." Hunter said and Chris closed his eyes and nodded.

"I know, I know about what he has been through, at least some of it." We all looked at him.

"How?" Mike asked.

"You see, Danny is my son. His mom was my mate. Paul, the man who raised him as his own son before his mother died was my best friend, they weren't mates. Carol and I have been mates since we were young as you know the age to find your mate. She was dating Paul at the time and she was in love with him so I let her go be with him but she was pregnant with Danny when we found out we were mates and Paul suddenly turned on me, he told me that I ever came near them that he would kill her and Danny when he was born and he will have his pack come after us and kill us all. We were a small pack at the time so I knew we would lose and as much as I loved Carol, I didn't want my pack to suffer. I regret it every day for letting them go. After I got word of her death, I went to get Danny from there, to bring him home. When I showed up, I knew from the smell in the air and the scent of my son that he was hurting. I didn't know how bad until I saw him walking out to his car to go to school. He had no idea I was there. I went alone, I didn't want to cause trouble for my pack or for Danny. When I saw him, I knew it was him because he looks so much like me at that age. It broke my heart seeing him like that knowing there wasn't anything I could do for him. I tried going to him, but I was stopped, and I watched Danny drive away and I haven't seen him since until now." Chris said and we all just looked at him with blank expressions as he talked. There was a noise from the hall and we looked toward it and it was Danny, he had heard what Chris said and from the looks of the cart that is all over the floor, he wanted to hurt something or someone. The looks he gave Chris made me want to cower and hide. He looked like he was going to rip Chris in half.

"THAT IS BULLSHIT AND YOU KNOW IT!! YOU COULD HAVE WENT TO THE COUNCIL AND TOLD THEM WHAT THE FUCK WAS GOING ON!! YOU COULD HAVE BROUGHT THEM TO THE FUCKING HOUSE AND THEY COULD HAVE FOUND OUT WHAT THE FUCK WAS GOING ON!! I WAS A CHILD!! I DIDN'T HAVE ANYONE TO HELP ME AND YOU KNEW, YOU FUCKING KNEW SOMETHING WAS GOING ON AND YOU ARE MY FATHER?! WHAT KIND OF FATHER JUST LET'S HIS CHILD IN HELL AND DOESN'T LIFT A FUCKING FINGER TO HELP HIM?!" Danny roared angerly in Chris face, his own face was red and his vein in his forehead and keck was popping out and pulsing against his skin.

"You watch how you speak to our Alpha boy!" The beta of their pack said to Danny and Danny turned his head to the guy and smirked and punched him in the face so hard he went flying against the wall. He looked back at Chris and gritted his teeth.

"You knew and you didn't do anything. You knew something was going on and you just left and never looked back because you were scared, scared like a fucking coward who turned his back on his own son. All because he didn't want his pack in danger, yea I get they are family but I, I am your son. I should have come above everyone else. You are just as bad as everyone who ever hurt me, you nor they didn't care about me. You all are heartless pussies who deserve to rot in fucking hell and mark my words, I will see to it that is exactly what happens to each and every fucking one of you who ever hurt me in one way or another." Danny said in such a threatening tone that it scared all of us. I have never heard him talk like that before and I knew he was serious in his threat. He would make them all pay for what they had done or didn't do to him to help him.

"Now son there is no need for..." Chris was cut off by a punch to his face by Danny and Chris just stood there and he growled a warning growl at Danny, but he didn't move and he just kept staring at Chris while the beta and a few warriors surrounded Danny making us surround them.

"Touch me, I dare you." He said to them and looked at each one with so much anger, it was radiating off him making me shiver in fear. I know how strong Danny is, I have been training him and I know he is angry and how hard he has been holding it all in. He is at his breaking point now.

"I appreciate that you have searched for me, I do but don't think for a second I will take it easy on you if you attack me, I will end all of you." He said to them, not one making a move though.

"You will show respect for the Alpha and your father boy." The beta said and Danny looked him in the eyes, moving closer to him, the beta seemed scared because he got tense a bit but he didn't move.

"This piece of shit is not my father, that man..." he pointed to Mike.

"Is my father. He took care of me and opened his home and his heart to me, he loves me like I am his flesh and blood. He cares for me like a true father does. He doesn't turn his back on the people who matter to him, he fights for those he loves. He doesn't cower away knowing he may lose a fight, he stands up and fights with pride because that is what a true father and Alpha does! He doesn't tuck tail and run like a fucking pussy. He is a true Alpha and father. Chris, he doesn't deserve my fucking respect boy, he is nothing to me. Just because he fucked my mother and shot a load, doesn't make him my father. My mother and Mike and Marie and the only people I will call mom and dad, Chris can fall off the face of the earth for all I care. He means nothing to me, I have a family who mean the world to me and who I love with all my heart and they love me. I will never be part of Chris's life nor him in mine." Danny said looking into the Beta's eyes, not once blinking or moving an inch. I can tell Alan, the beta wanted to attack Danny, but he kept his cool which I am impressed with because if someone had gotten in my face like that, I wouldn't have been able to hold back, no matter who it was, well except Danny. I could never raise a hand to him.

"Now since that is settled, I'm going back to my room." He said and turned around, the pack members and us moved out of the way and Danny walked back to his room and shut his door. Chris looked at me.

"He has a lot of anger, he needs help with it." It was my turn to get angry, I felt my blood boil with his comment.

"Of -course he's fucking angry! He was raped and tortured for six fucking years and just this past year for almost seven months and lost a baby! He finds out his 'father' had an idea of what was going on but choose to do nothing because he was worried about fighting and losing. Danny doesn't care about that, he cares about the fact that you knew and didn't do anything to help him. His ex-mate was one of them who had hurt him and well he was tortured for a while before he got killed. Danny won't stop until he has his revenge and you made his list so if I were you, I'd watch my back Chris." I said through gritted teeth and my fists balled at my sides. Suddenly the doors opened and in ran a frantic Luna Marie. She ran to her mate's side and he hugged her.

"How is he, is he awake, is he alright?" she asked him.

"He's alive, he's not ok though. He doesn't want to be bothered right now. He kicked us out and he's angry. Very angry." Mike said to her and she nodded.

"As long as he's ok, we'll help him, we will." She said looking at us. We nodded in agreement and Chris went to speak but I stopped him.

"Don't go near him, just forget you ever knew him." I said and walked away.

Poor Danny, after everything he had to find this out. What else can fucking go wrong for him before he can finally be happy?