Broken Hearts and New Beginnings... Book 1

CH 12 Mate?

Pic of Tommy

Danny POV

On the drive home it was silent. I wasn't even in the mood to have music on, but I needed something to distract me from the night's events. This morning was great, I really did enjoy that kiss with James but throughout the day I kept thinking it's not worth getting into anything with him when I don't have a wolf.

He won't ever be complete without me having one, so he is better off finding another mate, someone who he wants to be with and have a good life with them. I can't give him what he wants, I can't give him a child or a wolf for his wolf to mate with. It's just better for us if I just cut myself from his life like I did.

We get home and they all get out of the car and I just sit there, lost in my thoughts and wishing James just went along to another pack house in his search. Why did he have to stop here and mess with my damn head? I groaned and punched the steering wheel and sighed. I got out of the car locking the doors and went out back and sat in a lounge chair on the deck. Dad and ma were in the kitchen talking to Hunter, Mason and James. I'm sure they are talking about what I said because a few minutes later dad came out and sat beside me in the other chair.

"You alright kiddo?" He asked me. I didn't answer I just nodded my head. He sighed.

"I'm fine dad."

"Danny you kn..."

"Dad I said I'm fine, please just leave it be. He is better off finding someone else, someone with a wolf who he can have kids with and be happy with. I am not that person for him. It's just better that way." I said and got up to walk off but he grabbed my arm stopping me.

"You don't have to be alone Danny."

"Yes I do, for my birthday, I don't want a party. I don't feel like celebrating it. Make it James's party, his birthday is tomorrow as well, same day as mine." I said and got out of his hold and walked inside the house by passing ma and the guys and went up to my room. I shut and locked my door and blasted my music and laid down on my bed just singing Adam Lambert for a few hours until I heard a banging on my door but I ignored it and closed my eyes, "Whataya you want from me" playing as I drifted off to sleep.

I wake up around eleven and go take a shower. After twenty minutes later I get out and dry off and put on a pair of boxers and shorts and a tank top and my tennis shoes. I go outside and find some pack warriors and I feel like hitting something.

"Hey, can we do some intense training today? I feel like breaking shit." I said to Tommy, he's a sexy mother fucker. He's tall, has tattoos out the ass and huge gages in his ears and his hair is dark brown with blonde tips and his eyes are a piercing blue and the most beautiful neck tattoo I have ever seen. It's of a flower with blue pink yellow and purple. It's beautiful. I have liked him ever since I got here and he has tried to take me out a few times, but I had always said no but fuck it, I may as well go for it.

"Sure Danny, you alright?"

"Not by a long shot. Still want to go out?" I asked and he looked shocked, but he nodded his head none the less.

"Yes, when do you want to go out?"

"Well it's my birthday today so tonight? Just you and me?"

"Sounds good. Now come on, let's see what you got." He smirked.

"You have been training me since I got here, you know what I got baby." I smirked right back, and he chuckled.

"Ok hot shot." He teased and I took my fight stance.