Danny POV
It's so peaceful when I open my eyes and am greeted with a warm breeze and tall beautiful colorful trees and butterflies and daises all over the field. I hear a soft voice singing a song I have heard before somewhere. I search for the voice and as I get closer to it, I feel my heart ache and my throat get tight. I stop as I watch the person whom I haven't seen in years sing the familiar song to the animals that are in front of them.
(listen to it, it's an amazing song, it's ^^^ there at the top, it's stand by rascall flatts)
It's like a storm
That cuts a path
It's breaks your will
It feels like that
You think you're lost
But you're not lost on your own
You're not alone
I will stand by you
I will help you through
When you've done all you can do
If you can't cope
I will dry your eyes
I will fight your fight
I will hold you tight
And I won't let go
It hurts my heart
I felt my chest get tight as tears fell from my eyes and a lump form in my throat
To see you cry
I know it's dark
This part of life
Oh it finds us all (finds us all)
And we're too small
To stop the rain
Oh but when it rains
I will stand by you
I will help you through
When you've done all you can do
And you can't cope
I will dry your eyes
I will fight your fight
I will hold you tight
And I won't let you fall
I make my way over and listen to the angelic voice ring out through the field as I cry looking at the person.
Don't be afraid to fall
I'm right here to catch you
I won't let you down
It won't get you down
You're gonna make it
Yeah, I know you can make it
'Cause I will stand by you
I will help you through
When you've done all you can do
And you can't cope
And I will dry your eyes
I will fight your fight
I will hold you tight
And I won't let go
Oh I'm gonna hold you
And I won't let go
Won't let you go
No I won't
As the song ended, my cheeks were soaked, and my chest was hurting, and I was sitting in front of the person I never thought I would see again.
"Oh, my sweet boy." My mama opened her arms and I fell into them, holding onto her for dear life and sobbed into her chest as she held me. She rubbed my back lightly and held me as I cried.
"It's ok my sweet boy, it's ok." She said softly in my ear as she tried to calm me down.
"No, it isn't, you aren't alive mama, ever since you died my life has been hell. No one was there to protect me, to help me. I hated my life after you died. I have been hurt so much and am still hurting." I said looking into her bright blue eyes, the same ones I have.
"I know son, I'm so sorry for leaving you like I did."
"It's ok, I just wish I had more time with you, more time to love you and you to love me. I miss you so much mama, so much."
"I miss you too, you will see me again someday, but that day isn't today. Your family is waiting for you son. They have been a wonderful family to you, they love you like you're their own flesh and blood, go be with them. Your time isn't up yet son." She kissed my cheek and placed her hand over my eyes and closed them and whispered she loves me and to have a good life.
The sounds of beeps and the smell of bleach and medicine attacked my nose and ears. I open my eyes slowly and close them from the light above my head. I hear someone moving and the light is turned down and a person touching my arm and I flinch and open my eyes.
"Hey, are you awake?" My dad said, he smiled and sobbed, and he tried to pull me into his arms but I didn't let him.
"Gosh son, we thought we lost you. How are you feeling?" I tried to talk but my throat is dry. Dad grabs a cup and puts water in it and puts it to my mouth and I take a drink. It felt good going down, soothing my raw throat.
"I feel like I got hit by a truck. What happened? How did you find me?" Before he could answer, the door to my room opens and in comes Tommy running to my side and tried to grab me into his arms but I didn't let him, I didn't want to be touched.
"Don't touch me." I said a little harsher than I meant to. He looked hurt but he nodded and sat in the chair.
"It's so good to see you are awake. I was so scared and worried I wasn't going to ever see you awake again." He said as tears filled his eyes and I felt my own eyes getting moist.
"The baby?" I asked dad and he shook his head no and I felt my heart break. I know I said I didn't want the baby but that didn't mean I didn't love the baby.
"How?" I asked in a whisper.
"Your body was to damaged and the strain on your body was to much for the pup. The pup had died a few days before we found you. There was nothing the doctors could do." Dad said as looked at me with hurt in his eyes. My lip quivered and I felt tears fall from my eyes.
"Can I be alone?" I asked and they nodded and went to the door, dad stopped and looked back at me.
"I'm so sorry son. We're here if you need us." With that they left the room. I put my hands on my stomach and cried my heart out, letting it all out. I calm down and get out of bed and I'm so angry, I grab the tray next to my bed and throw it against the wall and flip the table and just yell. My door opens and Hunter, Mason Tommy and dad are standing there looking worried.
"GET OUT!" I yell at them and they look taken aback and shocked. They didn't move so I threw random stuff at them and they got the message and left me alone. I howl in pain and anger so loud that I feel myself shake and drop to the floor wailing and sobbing. Everything since I was ten has been hell and I don't want to feel this pain anymore, what did I fucking do to deserve this kind of pain?
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Broken Hearts and New Beginnings... Book 1
WilkołakiPlease vote, comment and share this story! I hope you like it! Book one of the New Moon series Danny is your typical omega, gets beat, rejected and feels like his life is hell. No one treats him right, no one even talks to him. His mom died and his...
