My self image

Chapter 12

So, it's been two weeks and my parents have gotten used to my new hair colour but I don't really speak to Riley anymore, not that I care I made a new friend. Basically this my new friend is new to our school and she's kind of a rebel, like I am so we are a perfect match, her name is Livia but I can call her Liv. We're sitting in art class and Riley now sits next to Maggie, not that I care, I got Liv now. 'What you wanna do after school?' Liv asks me. 'Well my parents aren't home so maybe we can go to your house because my siblings will definitely get on my nerves'. I say. 'Um yeah I guess we could....' Liv mumbles. I'm getting the feeling she doesn't want me to come. "Well then ask why." I hear Ana say. 'You're being awkward, why? Don't you want me to come over?' I ask. 'No-...nah... I guess you're can but I warn you, we're not as fancy and rich as you and your family, okay?' She says with a monotone voice. 'Is okay, I won't judge.' I tell her nicely.

'Lunch finally!!' I hear Maggie say with a relived voice. 'That history test was really difficult.' Mckenzie complains. 'Who wants to come and sit with us in the cafeteria?' Francis says while she and Riley walk up to us. 'Want to come and sit with us? There's enough room and you can get to know your classmates better.' Riley tells Liv. Riley looks at me with a pity look, her eyes tell me: "Aww I'm sorry that she's your only friend now." I hate that look, every single one of my classmates always give me that look. 'Nah...' Liv says. 'I'm good here, besides, I know you already, well I know your type.' Liv says, she looks kind of disgusted in a way. 'What do mean with that?' Riley asks looking confused. 'You're a little goodie goodie aren't you?' Liv says to her with a grin.  I look at Riley and she still looks totally confused, and Francis her face is just blank, absolutely no expression whatsoever. 'I mean... hair on point, nails done, clothing almost new, always good grades and well.... I think I made my point. You're those girls who will become a stripper when they grow up.' Liv's face is like she doesn't care at all that what she just said might have hurt those girl's feelings. The girls silently walk away and I hear Maggie whisper 'what a weirdo.' And they grin a bit. I look at Liv but she's buried with her head in her phone. I hear Nikki Minaj screaming from of her earplugs. 

Now we're back in class. After that whole thing with Riley and her new friends I felt even more uncomfortable to be with them in the same classroom, even though I wasn't the one saying it. Our math teacher was late in class so he had even less attention from his students than normally. Liv layed with her head her arms like she was sleeping, I just tried to pay attention so I might still seem like a good student. 'Alivia?' Our teacher mr. Virgie asks. Liv doesn't seem to hear or care. 'Alivia?! I know the desks are great sleeping material but please try to pay attention.' He says with a grin. 'Did you do your homework?' He asks her. Liv now slowly looks up and sees the class giggling, she doesn't look amused by it. 'Alivia, homework?' Mr. Virgie asks again, he is getting pretty annoyed. 'Nah, I didn't do it.' Liv says looking him straight into his eyes. 'Why not?' He asks her. 'I dunno, I don't care.' And stares to the bord. 'Did you at least copy the notes?' He asks and without waiting for an answer he grabs Liv's notebook and starts flipping through the pages. 'Oh,...nice...wow....' Then he stares at a page. 'Well I must say your drawings of me are great.' He says with a straight face. 'I know.' Liv interrupts him. 'Buf I can say that I'm not amused by the little amount of notes and homework I see.' He says and gives the notebook back, without waiting for an answer he walks back and starts with explaining. I hear whispers behind me about Liv, I hear Riley say: 'Ugh she's just pathetic.' I look at Liv to see if she hears it too, she does hear it, she just doesn't seem to care. I try and focus on math again.