Nami could feel the heaving of her boyfriends chest as she kept her head pressed against it. All while the subtle moonlight paints his skin. And she didn't know why. . . or how. . .but all she could think about was him. About the way he looked at her. And watched each subtle gesture that she herself hadn't even realized she had done.
Taehyung. It was Taehyung who had her this way. Because she knew nothing about the man. Didn't know where he came from. Or that he did not have the same math class as her brother. A lie she never thought was a lie to begin with. Because Taehyung was good at that. Was good at lying. He always was.
And she continued to think while Jimin stayed asleep. Having finished doing some of the most sinful things with the man himself. Things that would have her middle half aching in pleasure. Because Jimin made her feel good. Made her feel needed. And special. . . but all feelings are temporary.
"Nami?" His voice was nothing more than a groggy whisper. And she watched as he peered down at her. Having stirred out of his sleep due to just how pressed she was against him. Something she'd do unconsciously. And something that had her eyes rounding as she hummed ever so quietly in response.
"It's almost 3, baby. . . get some sleep." She could barely understand the man. But she could hear the depth of his voice. And the sleepiness it held as he took hold of her waist. Knowing that she didn't like to feel alone.
But it was then that, Jungkook came to mind. Jungkook being the boy who wasn't home. But was instead out doing something he had no business doing. And who was with Taehyung.
"I'm gonna check on, Jungkook, okay—"
"Nami baby, he's fine. You have to let him grow up—"
"But, Jimin—" She cut herself off with a lip bite. Realizing that Jungkook did indeed need to be left alone. Even if he was more than in need of his sister right now. Because he didn't know what he was getting himself into. Didn't know the consequences behind half of his actions. But Taehyung did. Taehyung knew how to ease him in. How to loosen him up. How to make him feel in power.
"Kook." The boy looked over at the man who's frame was too distorted to see clearly. Unable to identify him due to the desperate amount of changing lights, painting his being ever so carelessly. All while he pulls and tugs and uses the girls who were just seconds away from surrendering to the grey haired boy himself.
But Jungkook didn't respond. Too intoxicated to say or do anything more than let his head tilt back as he allows himself to down even more of the alcohol hanging from the tips of his digits. Even if his body was begging for him to stop as he watched the women dancing before him. Their bodies barely covered and hair flowing ever so gently down the heat of their skin.
And with a nudge coming across his shoulder, Jungkook met Taehyung's eyes all over again. His eyes that always held a sense of mischief within them as the boy slid over a packet just barely filled with white powder. Something that had Jungkook grinning almost instantly. Because for him it was drugs that took the pain away.
So without thinking, Jungkook let the drug encase his veins. All while Taehyung watched. Having done the deed himself as well because for him it was the rush. The adrenaline and the confidence that would engulf him. That would make him be able to do some of the most ungodly things. And that would make him forget about everything. Everything that turned him into the man he is today. That man being a liar.
But she was different. And he knew that. Knew it the moment she questioned Jungkook about everything and anything he did. Because Nami always put the boy before herself. Even if it meant sacrificing her own happiness.
And Taehyung could see it in her eyes. . . the suffering of her own actions. Knowing how it felt to suffer as well. All while knowing that the both of them would soon no longer have to suffer. . . ever again.
Facing major writers block currently. And it sucks cuz I really want this book to turn out good lmao. Not feelin this chap so bleh. It's all over the place lol. But I hope u all are doing ok. Mommy loves you. . . let's get sum sleep ヽ( '3`)
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Indulgence- Taehyung [18+]
Fanfictionan over indulgence of anything even something as pure as water can intoxicate. -Warning- Triggering scenes Self harm Drug abuse